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January 2018 PSA
🕑 Added 2018-01-22 00:37:08 +0000 UTC Patreon PSA
I'm here to apologize again, but excuses wont really fix anything at this point. My depression has been tormenting me since the start of the year. People say its seasonal, but I don't feel like it is. So, I spent days powering through my depression to get work for done for both commissions and patreon. The month is almost done and only managed posted two images. For that I'm really sorry.
Might as well be honest. I've been depressed for most of my life and its my fault. Unlike popular opinion, I don't want to be a victim or be a fragile snowflake. Yes, I do have major depressive disorder. However at the end of the day, just I need to get over it.... one step at the time. Last week, I went to therapy and I made a breakthrough. I now know for a fact what causes my depression. Good news! Now that I know where it comes from, its well... easier to deal with it, easier to understand it.
Don't worry, I know it seems like barely got anything done for either patreon or commissions. But, you'd be wrong :3 I have enough images to make up for the lack of them this month. I'll be honest, I'm still depressed, but I still managed to get work done. I'm climbing out of this emotional sinkhole. I will get back to full production and beyond. I will work harder and faster than ever before and I will make 2018 a great year. As well as the best years of my life <3
I don't want to break my promises because of my emotional problems. I will bring you more comics, and more sexy arts. The podcast, well... it was WAY more work than I thought, I will continue working on it. The first episode was recorded right before thanksgiving. But, there was a lot of background noise, I was far too quiet and far from the mic and Danji did most of the show. Danji, I love you like a brother, but you have a very loud voice that crackles on the mic and is hard to process on audio. I need to speak up and be louder because when the recording is stabilized, my voice is muffled by the background sound. I will make a bit more research on how to record better and I could have a prototype episode by mid march.
I will start on full production on Outlaws, I want the comic to be the flagship of my patreon and I already have a really nice story line for the first couple of chapters. I recently figured out a perfect comic format that can be rich in detail without breaking my computer. Which is REALLY GOOD news. That means that the major limiting factor on comic production is gone. I can literally shotgun it on to Patreon and everywhere else. I have a few major comic projects in the works~ I will show some concept art of them as soon as I draw them. (Technically its already drawn, I meant that I want to draw just a bit more to provide more context.)
Thanks for you time and understanding, ~ <3
Comments
Steve O
Sorry to hear your depression has gotten worse. I really loved the work you did in December. Glad to hear you found someone to help. That makes all the difference the world.
Dark NZ
a) It isn't your fault b) There is no "just getting over it" c) Your friends and supporters are all here for you, through the tough times as well, we won't let the monsters and demons inside consume you ~ *hugs*
