GiuHellsing
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Bye my love ;..;
🕑 Added 2018-03-21 03:18:07 +0000 UTC Well, you have to figure out why I didn't show up here yesterday ...Me and Astrid had a really bad day. She convulsed in my arms. I was able to help her at that moment, but all the rest of the night she screamed in pain.
A scream so loud that the neighbors got scared. I never thought it would be that fast, and I just wanted her to feel no pain. So I took her in the emergency, gave to her tooooons of love all night. While I was with her, she calmed down and slept. While I didn't, she screamed, didn't breathe, and all the other things you should imagine.
But we did euthanasia. She didn't deserve to suffer. Then it's fair.
My heart is shaken. I loved her very much, and somehow I had hopes. I spent what I could and couldn't do to try to help her. I really miss her.
I know it was a great time together. And life goes with it close to me, even if not physically. Now I'm going to focus on working, cosplays, to distract myself. I don't know how to handle it. My birthday is the 22nd and the only thing I think is that at least she's not suffering anymore.
I love you Astrid. SO MUCH.
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Giu Hellsing
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Giu Hellsing
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David Jones
Awwww poor cat
Curtis Lee Cancino
:'( A hug for you, Giu, and a toss of cat litter for Astrid....
