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🕑 Added 2024-05-30 02:37:04 +0000 UTCHello my bats, I know it was a bad month regarding the previews, but they are here finally!
Now, just venting for you!
This is just how my brain is working these days:
Unfortunatelly, I didn't had time to promote my work (and ofc this affects me and many people who I help in a monthly basis). As you could see in my stories, I needed to stop with so many professionals bc the situation here to save some $ to help some friends and family as well. So THANK you for those who stick with me, and for those who thought in upgrade to help me while I couldn't work.
So, I truly ask, if you want to support my work, and can, I would be grateful. But I'm not in a mood to promote much, or ask, since there's so many people needing too.
Things are still bad in Rio Grande do Sul, but thankfully most of the people are returning home (ofc, some of them lost everything, and part of the city still with their houses flood, bc of no drainage)... So still bad, still a nightmare. Some friends of me (like my tattoo artist, or the girl who did my mini-Giu), just lost everything in their houses. And I'm not even mentioning my family in Mucum (it's the 3rd flood less in a year). The streets, the stores, airport, well, life is mess in my state right now.
I needed to took this month to help the way I could! I'm still helping the way I can, but the "shelters" are closing, and It's not safe (unfortunately) to send the donations in people's houses. Since many assaults happened. Even I had a problem doing the donations, but I didn't tell anyone, bc I truly wanted to people continue helping and not focusing on my safety... So, I'll be doing the best I can, I swear. And last weeks I'm alone with Ton doing all these (since people needed to back their lives). But my mind is just... idk... a mess. I can't even write a proper sentence without confusing myself. There was days and weeks non stop. I lost about 2kg in a week, but I wanted to help.
But listen: All the donations we received in the campaign were DIRECTLY to people who needs.I personally make sure to deliver it. I had no idea how many people will help, and I'm totally blessed. For all the help!! I truly have no words!
Also, thanks for the bats who helped on Paypal, some donations are still on hold (I alwats post on my IG stories)! But don't worry!! Probably they will hit my brazilian account in June (is what Paypal says) , so I'll start again all these work donations!! Thank you so much for the help, for caring about people here! And even more, for listening thousand stories on IG just speaking portuguese.
My bats are awesome, and we did soooo many donations!! The campaign was just amazing! And again: it was a surprise to have so many people listen and trusting on me on this!
Now... I feel guilty to back to work, honestly. There was a point were I just thought in give up on my work, my life. Feeling it's like: nothing all these years building what we have now. I just feel I need to carry all the important things and do by myself. But I know it's not the right way. We need to find a balance between help and still have a life, but seems I can't. And I truly need to work. Some people depends on me, and I had a big fight with my parents this week (bc of stress, family issues and $). So, I'm not in a good place. Not in my best head. Just being honest.
Had other problems with some people as well, not everyone care about the others guys, but I'm truly TRULY mad about it. So, the fights happen...
Ofc, all the sets are done, all the next month sets are done, they are great,truly I'm proud of them, and wish everyone could see my work. And I wish I was in a good place and head to promote it, and asking you to check it out.
(you can say this doesn't matter, but it matters, people just forgot the "level max" thing if we dont promote).
Well, I'll try to reply the messages, sorry if they will be short a bit... Hope you understand!
I also scheduled more posts for tomorrow! <3
Again: thank you so so so much for all the love, for all the help and support.
For caring about my state and for understand me (even now I'm writting like a crazy ahah)
love you.
Comments
Виктор Уго С.
É horrível esse sentimento de culpa por ter que voltar a vida mais normal possível no momento, nunca passei por uma catástrofe dessa magnitude, mas em parte acho que sei o sentimento, porque já passei por problemas em escala menor (que envolvia só eu e mais poucas pessoas) que em algum momento eu tive que voltar a vida também, não pude me fazer tão presente quanto antes. Sei que essa menor presença online impacta seus ganhos mensais, mas saiba que da minha parte (acho que da nossa, creio que todos ou a maioria aqui pensam o mesmo) eu compreendo. No começo do mês eu doei roupas pro RS e agora estou juntando mais donativos para enviar para lá. As pessoas não podem esquecer disso tudo, pois o RS vai continuar devastado por meses e anos ainda. Força e boa sorte Giu, espero que você consiga se manter bem nessa situação exaustiva de ter que se equilibrar em um monte de coisas complicadas acontecendo ao mesmo tempo na sua vida! ❤
Ant.
Seu trabalho é incrível, tanto o de cosplayer quanto o trabalho que você tem feito pelas pessoas. Essa culpa e normal, mas não somente você precisa continuar, mas também é esse trabalho que te permitiu ajudar tantas pessoas, não só com o dinheiro, mas também no público que você conseguiu atingir para fazer eles ajudarem tambémm!!! Espero que você fique bemm!! Força Giuuuu!!!!!
Jéssica Velazquez
A culpa de voltar a vida enquanto outros reconstroem é totalmente compreensível e normal, mostra que não somos batatas, temos sentimentos... nada que eu ou qualquer outra pessoa te disser vai fazer esse sentimento passar. Negócio é conviver com esse sentimento seguindo fazendo o que é certo e isso tu já tá fazendo. 💛
Eriol T. Harlaown
I have seen how you have helped many. It has been a terrible month, but these situations allow us to show our best side. Greetings and much love to you.
AJ Matheson
As I have said elsewhere, amazing work, on and off camera. "Normal" will return and you will find that balance again. I understand the stresses of helping, time to volunteer, and feeling responsible and how that can all weigh on you. Keep your head up, remember the good you do, and give yourself love and support too!
casey sokolik
You're welcome and no problem, do what you can and focus on your situation and I know you will do amazing with rewards and I enjoy all your hard work and glad to help any small way I could
Nico_Artoo
You have done an amazing work helping those in need! So don't feel guilty on promoting your work, we know how much you have helped, I hope that more helps arrives and that things get better soon! Best of whises as always 🖤 PD: Those Psylocke previews 10/10 hahah you know I loveee it!
