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🕑 Added 2024-08-05 21:27:38 +0000 UTCCuties, I sent all your rewards on the 3rd! Please check your inbox (if didn't yet), and enjoy! I always do my very best to surprise you!
August content is ready to gooooo, and soon you will see the previews!
Yesterday I took my day off to see my family (my sisters), we went to the mall, we took some icecream, we just did girls things and then, we watched the last episode of House of the Dragon.
But sadly (and seems everytime I went here I bring sad news...), meanwhile my mom and dad were helping my gramma (who passed away in my father's arms...), my gramma had 93years old, so, she was "great" in terms of not having any big issue besides the age issues. But week after week we saw her forgetting our faces, just looking up to nothing... and yesterday night, she just rested. The nurses tried everything, but her heart just faded slowly.
My gramma Clara always lived with my parents, so she is part of half my life. But what gets me, is to see my father crying (not because we didn't knew she would one day go... but the situation of seeing it and he could do nothing but wait...).
I usually don't go to the funerals in general. I'm just to emotional and eveytime someone sees me crying, people try to help me and touch me and... I just feel even more.
But I did for my family, I went to her funeral (even more because some bad situations between some family there, always a thing...), and God, I CRY UGLY, not because one thing.
Because, EVERYTHING.
My friends last month, my gramma, life. The fear of losing anyone else.
Well, I'm okay now, she passed away gently, no pain, everyone there with her. She lived her life fully. I'm just venting a bit, because funerals are such a barrier for me and well, we need to vent a bit. Life continues, just the thing is to enjoy the ones we love.
And that's what brings this post, last weekend I traveled to Muçum like I said before, saw my other gramma (Edwiges), saw my mother's family, and we had such a great time, it's my fave city, I love the sights, love the hills, and see the city "dying" just destroy my heart. But I know people there are strong.
I took some pictures with my lil sis, we just did a fun train walk and even did a new friendship with a cat ahha
Now, at least, I could see my entire family. For both sides.
I also could see some friends in the other day, could watch Deadpool, had some pizza and love!
And life is going!
The last 3 photos are just a bad checkup for my fitness routine. Another year of bulking, let's see what happens and promise I'll do a gym post here, let's do one thing before other.
Well, wish me luck for this week, and let's make August better!
Comments
Giu Hellsing
they are so difficult, but part of the life, right, thank you for the love sweetie
Giu Hellsing
true! I'm way better now, just the funeral and all situations are different, but life goes on and we need to remember the great time spent together
Giu Hellsing
thank you my dear! Some sets this month I guess you will enjoy! And thanks for the words!
Giu Hellsing
true sweetie, I was thinking the same, at least, she was with her loved ones! thank you for the words
Nate
Sorry for your loss. I can't do funerals either so I can identify. Please take care. Peace and love. ✌️ ❤️
AJ Matheson
I am sorry for your loss, and I dearly hope your August is better. All things move in cycles and nothing ever remains forever. Lots of love, Giu!
casey sokolik
Sorry to hear, but happy you could do fun things, like movies and sister mall time. The rewards are great and fansign lovely
Jose Ignacio Gonzalez Lopez
What a shame about what happened to your paternal grandmother, but at the same time it's good that she left like this, resting. It is the best way to die, resting. All that remains is to encourage you, since life goes on for those of us who remain here. BEAUTIFUL CHEER!!! 😘😘😘😘😘
Giu Hellsing
thank you love, I'm praying for a better August! (and at least Deadpool was so much fun)
Explosive Joseph
Sorry for your lost Giu, hope that August is a whole lot better. Loved Deadpool too, thank you again for all that you do ❤️
Giu Hellsing
thank you so much my dear, and so sorry about your grandma!
Nico_Artoo
I'm very sorry to hear the passing of your grandma, mine just pass away recently too, so I fully understand how you must feel. But like you said life must go on, and the best thing to do is keep living, remembering the good times! So as always I wish you the best to you and your family!
