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Hello everyone, good evening. 🎉
🕑 Added 2025-12-31 22:45:14 +0000 UTCAs this year comes to an end, I felt the need to stop for a moment, breathe, and speak from the heart to all of you who have walked with me through yet another chapter of my life and work. This has been, without exaggeration, one of the most challenging years I’ve ever lived — emotionally, professionally, and personally.
And yet, despite everything, you remained here. Supporting, understanding, believing. For that, I could never thank you enough.
I want to apologize, especially for these last months. I know I was less present than you deserved, and many times I couldn’t deliver what I promised — not out of lack of will, but lack of strength. My father’s illness has affected me deeply, more than I ever expected. Seeing someone you love fight a silent battle day after day is something that changes you. It pulls you away from your routine, your plans, your creativity — and sometimes even from yourself.
Still, even when I disappeared, even when I stumbled, you didn’t turn your backs on me.
You gave me patience, respect, and kindness.
That is something I will never forget.
I won’t pretend everything will magically become easier once the calendar turns — life doesn’t work that way. But I want you to know that I’m entering this new year with more hope than I’ve had in a long time. My father is still fighting, and while the road ahead is uncertain, I am holding on to every good day, every small improvement. Each little sign gives me strength to keep going — strength that I want to bring back into my work, into this page, and into everything we will build together next year.
I’ve been planning new things, new formats, new ways to reconnect with what I love doing and with what you support me for. I want to deliver more, but also deliver with more truth, more calm, more enjoyment — not just rushing to meet deadlines, but creating from a place of meaning again.
I know I owe you a lot, and I intend to make it up step by step, with commitment and sincerity.
Thank you for not abandoning me during the hardest period of my life.
Thank you for every message, every word of support, every month that you remained by my side.
Thank you for believing in me even when I struggled to believe in myself.
I hope that the next year brings us relief, health, and a little more peace — and that I can honor your support with work that makes you proud to be here.
From the bottom of my heart, I wish you a wonderful end of the year.
May you find comfort in the people you love, strength in what moves you, and hope in every small beginning.
Thank you — truly. 🙏🥰
