OmegaValwin
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Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year + update
🕑 Added 2023-12-25 12:57:23 +0000 UTC I hope everyone had an enjoyable 2023 and Christmas. I think I need to give an explanation for the lack of content and activity overall. 2023 for me started pretty well, but around May, I took my dog to the vet because she had a lump that was bleeding on her nose. We set up an operation to have it removed, and they did remove it. However, a week later, they called me to tell me, after looking it over, it was bad, and she was terminal. They gave her 6 months to live, and well, the 6 months went by, and I had to put her down last month. It was the most painful thing I had to experience, as I felt I was the one that killed her since I took her to the vet, etc. The thing is, ever since she was diagnosed, my mental state changed, and she was all I could think about, to the point that it affected my creativity and desires about the stuff that I do. You can see this on how the content each month was less and less. This was the reason. All I can say is that starting 2024, I'll be giving it my all. I'll be working on stuff, and all those works in progress I posted will be finished, and the raffle stuff too. So, for all that are still here and did not give up on me, thank you. You have no idea how much I appreciate it, and you helped to make my dog's last days comfortable. Japanese 皆さんが楽しい2023年とクリスマスを過ごしたことを願っています。コンテンツの不足と全体的な活動について説明する必要があると思います。 2023年は私にとっては良いスタートを切りましたが、5月ごろになると、犬を獣医に連れて行きました。彼女の鼻に出血しているしこりがあり、取り除く手術を計画しました。しこりは取り除かれましたが、1週間後に彼らは見直しをして悪い結果で、彼女は末期だと教えてくれました。生きるのはあと6か月と言われ、6か月が経過し、先月、彼女を安楽死させなければなりませんでした。私は自分が彼女を獣医に連れて行ったからなど、自分が彼女を殺したのだと感じました。 問題は、彼女が診断されて以来、私のメンタルが変わり、彼女のことしか考えられなかったことです。それが私の創造性とやりたいことに影響を与え、毎月のコンテンツがどんどん減っていったのはそのためです。 言えることは、2024年から本気を出します。色々なものに取り組み、投稿した作業中のものは完成させ、抽選のものもやります。 まだここにいてくれて、私を諦めなかったすべての方々に感謝します。どれだけ感謝しているか分からないでしょう。そして、あなた方は私の犬の最後の日々を快適に過ごすのに役立ちました。
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MakotoRNaoto
So sorry to hear about your dog. That explains why you've been silent and it's understandable. It's at least good to know that you are gonna be doing better in the next Year and I look forward to seeing what you'll be doing!
