Maxi
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『負けを認めることは』update 002 desu.
🕑 Added 2025-03-29 18:31:39 +0000 UTCdue to the problems,
the 10,000 yen part will be considered pre-ordered without a deadline desu.
that means they no longer have compensation desu.
example
A supporters-san joined the 10,000 yen plan this month,
he will receive the link once the work is complete desu.
It might take 2-4 months desu.
but the compensation since November 2024 still works desu.
this plan will start next month desu.
that is why, please consider this as a vacation for Maxi ne.
Once I clear all the work, I will return to work full-time again desu.
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about the reason desu.
the problems occur from inside desu.
working with people cost a lot of time and energy desu.
and I am starting to be afraid
and I start to worry that I might not be ready for the RPG project desu.
my own agenda, gamble with and by a lot of people who failed to understand desu.
instead of money support, I start to feel like I need a crew who can share the same agenda desu.
recently I started to realize that I have a team because I have support from Fanbox desu.
no one would follow me without money desu.
in short, I use money from you guys to pay in order to win desu.
and when no money = no team desu.
1 more bad news is,
I feel like manager-san still does not forgive or fully trust me and plans to betray me desu.
maybe my agenda it's already over the day that I sacrifice Satanel-san for money desu.
for now,
I just want to keep developing and keep a low profile with a more relaxed pace desu.
like I said before, my work can not lie desu.
this means it can be a lie to myself as well desu.
this must be a big disappointment to my supporters-san but I still want to make it count desu.
what I trying to say is, just this several months, please give me a break desu.
and really apologize for this desu.
Comments
Maxi
I start to understand why Luffy is so faithful to his own crew desu.it's something that I will never be able to do it desu. I just need time to think and take a break a bit desu. and I just want Satanel-san to know that he is always a bookmark of my biggest mistake desu. I should just gamble everything with you that day desu.
Maxi
I want to say that I am still the same person when I join hands with Satanel-san desu. but my actions my way that only believing in my own power have hurt this guy's feelings and he already sees me as some evil person desu. and he not wrong desu. I am a super evil person desu. I just wish that he will believe in my own agenda desu. INFJ standards always expect a miracle from the human mind desu. stupid me desu.
