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🕑 Added 2025-04-11 04:26:38 +0000 UTCfirst, I have to report that the gamble with manager-san ended up in failure desu.
that person already become my right hand and manages everything today just like I planned 6 years ago desu.
manager-san is ENFJ desu.
strong mind but full of narcissistic mindset, anti-knowledge that goes against their belief, filled with the stupid worthless point of view like standard extrovert desu.
as an INFJ I just hate to lie about how much I respect these extrovert mindset desu.
in the end, I just failed to understand their point of view desu.
I just do not know how can I entrust some important matters to these people desu.
because I want quality desu.
but
what they want is today's happiness desu.
what they want is some cheap spontaneous event that fills their daily life desu.
they failed to understand the concept of marathon desu.
and my crew is full of these extrovert desu.
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money is an unsustainable power
but skill and knowledge are a stable power desu.
my plan today is based on this concept desu.
in short, I gonna keep a low profile, just like I doing recently desu.
only quietly focus on developing skill and knowledge desu.
focus on reading and investment in the knowledge and work on 10,000 yen part for enough to buy the food desu.
half of Maxi supporters-san at Fanbox already decided to leave desu.
and I understand your guys desu. and I apologize for not being fair desu.
that is why, I am in a situation that can not do anything desu.
I really want to make an excuse for being born into this low-opportunity country,
but there would be no Maxi without a low-opportunity country desu.
this route is not the route that I can copy or begging an answer from anyone desu.
it's the route that only I myself have the answer desu.
so this is what I gonna do desu.
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what about the future plan?
I will try to move to a place where I can restart again desu.
it's sounds like running away but if I do not accept the defeat today,
I think it will be a pointless endless struggle desu.
because I gamble my project with extrovert desu.
that is my biggest mistake desu.
I will never find the common ground where I can get the new era through them this way desu.
next time, I need to find someone who can share the route desu.
not someone that can buy with money desu.
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Maxi
ah, before everyone get me wrong, i currently working on a 10,000 yen part desu. about 80% now desu.
