krirk
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What have i learn from this life crisis
🕑 Added 2023-08-24 16:41:25 +0000 UTCi want to talk about this on my FB page but it seem too much people there , i dont want to disapoint ppl in public . atleast this is the only place that i feel safe .
Previously you know that am very struggle to maintain the basic of my life routine quite a bit . everything throwing at me and my work schedule is completely ruinous.
am on the emotional roller coaster and it seem never ending .
I will be honest here: my life problem is still far from solved, one step at a time.
but i realize something that important . at the end of the day i have to live with it . it seem am already used to it now , so much mental wound inside and the pain already feel numb . am into the point that am dont really care about other shit anymore . the pain inside does't go away i have to accept and embrace it .
and now am completly understand why some of adult seem does't really care about other thing that much maybe they already have so much scar inside in other word " psychological trauma " to the point where everything mean nothing to them , one or two more stab does't feel pain anymore .
Now am here to continue follow my goal improve my work / Making (degenerate) content / doing productive stuff .
but am gonna focus on small artwork / small project first . just for recovery me from boredom / Brownout / tiredness . ( atleast have some dopamine kick is good )
The commission project still on the run . but am gonna work on it if my body is ready enough ( am not happy to send the below standard work to client) . it gonna took more time to reaching every quene i hope you understand
Am sorry to being a unstable emotional . am promise to not give you up and never let you down . even am to the point that other thing does't matter to me . but the only i know for real now . Am not gonna stop follow my goal the end of journey is over my dead body .
Thank to be on myside . and bless all of you for keep supporting me even am in this bad shape .
Comments
KrirK
Thank sweetheart
Willy_ww
As much as I want to type out a paper (i did and then deleted) I just want to say take care of yourself. Those who loves you will never leave you, we’ll wait here for you to get on your feet and as for me, I hope eventually everything will work out for you in the best shape they could be. Love your work and wish you the best.
KrirK
Thank you <3
Signum73
As a patron I'll understand if you need to slow down output until you are sure you can manage. Patreon is a nice free will deal. No one is under contract. The artist and the buyer can leave at anytime if their finances, health or even loss of interest takes priority. I'm not a professional counselor but an understanding customer. Hope you can sort it out.
