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finding you when you're lost
🕑 Added 2024-11-29 05:31:33 +0000 UTCyou are exactly where i thought you would be, at your favourite secret spot. you’ve had a rough day, and though you don’t want anyone around, i know i am the exception. i sit beside you, our legs dangling over the edge, the city sprawling out before us like a living painting. the sunset fades, the warm hues giving way to the glow of the city lights, shimmering like tiny stars against the darkening sky. we talk about everything and nothing, our voices weaving into the gentle hum of the city below. what matters most is that you know you are not alone. i am here for you, just as i always will be, for as long as you need me.
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Kay Jay - Celestial Aquamarine 🔮🌙🌌🪐✨️☪️
I have my own timelines, wishes, ideas. I try to remember I’m not failing, I’m not behind. Things are still in progress and I don’t benefit from comparing my life and current chapter to anyone else’s. It’s weird to feel this combination of sadness, disappointment, yet determined, excited, hopeful for the future. I’m doing my best every single day. Looking back at myself and pushing to do better, be better where I’m slacking. I love to go to my local river for comfort and peace when I’m upset, confused, even happy. 🏞🌳🌲 I think I’m going tomorrow, to sit and think on things. And I find myself wondering what you’d think of the view, my routine there. 😔😕📸🖼 I love, I need the obvious man. Give me one that’s extra chalant. 🤣😂 I don’t do troubled, coy. I don’t want to have to guess or wonder anything. I’ve done enough of that to last my entire lifetime. 😒😒🤬
Kay Jay - Celestial Aquamarine 🔮🌙🌌🪐✨️☪️
“I’m not other people. When are you going to figure that out?” When the proof is in front of me, that’s when. Until then…🥲☹️😠🤷🏾♀️🤷🏾♀️😭 actions over words, almost always. Words affirm and assist once actions have built the foundation of basic trust and understanding. “Don’t tell me it’s about a boy.” “Thankfully no one’s been so stupid to break your heart.” Ha. Ha ha ha ha ahhhh well...um. about that. 🙃😭😭😭😭😭😭😭🤣😂🤣😂🤐🤐😮💨😮💨😮💨 Okay then, I won’t say it. That’s just one major part of it. Other things also fucking suck. 😒😕
Aiza
5:31 I love this bit 🥰 it got me the first time I listened to it🫶🏼 I love the sound of traffic in the background 🌃 9:12 is it really OUR pack or are you just taking it?🤔🔥 10:15 putting our head on your shoulder. I love it so much, it’s so sweet. Always makes my heart melt🫠❤️
Aiza
I need this. I just need someone who can listen. This audio is so perfect for this, you are such an amazing person, you’re always willing to listen and you never judge. You just show up and listen, it makes everything better❤️
Caitlin
I wish I had a friend like K. I felt so many emotions from this one 💜💜 comfort, some sadness, longing, nostalgia. Somehing about hearing the city below, being on a rooftop and smoking just unlocked some amazing memories
Rose
4:05 - 4:34 ❤️ 4:40- 4:50 💯 7:05 - 7:35 💯 🎯
Kickis
I know this has a college tag but oh my does it resonate when you're in your thirties too. Especially when you're not married and don't have any kids. Everyone else's "traditional" lifestyle can make one feel really left behind.
bunny
ive been sick for 6 weeks with so reason as to why so thank you for keeping me company as i slowly lose my mind 🫶
Kay Jay - celestial aquamarine🌙🔮🌌
Hmmmm, maybe he does?! 🤔🤔. Thanks for the intel. 😘🤣
vie
your description making me so itchy to draw it out its so beautiful its very painting worthy 😔♥️
unholy babygirl
the mind-boggling number of lighters I lost exactly this way -.-
Destiny
Sir, “you’ll hold on to them for me?” AKA theft 😒
Carrie
Been struggling a lot mentally lately. I know it will pass and things will get better. But damn it would nice if someone cared like this to find me when I am lost.
unholy babygirl
I thought he *used to* smoke in the past, but he doesn’t anymore? Maybe he smokes again 🤨
ewa
this has the perfect late nights vibes 🌃💫
gaby
it's MY pack but go on 🚬
Kay Jay - celestial aquamarine🌙🔮🌌
Me: Oh, K smokes? ***adds to my mental K lore files. *** 🤓📚🚬😘🤣
Destiny
This one evokes so many emotions 🧡
Ss
Omg, I felt something new. It stimulates my imagination a lot. 🫢
Aiza
Sharing the pack of cigarettes 🫶🏼 I don’t smoke, it just his different in the audios
Jess
I was listening to NSFW audios to forget about stuff when it popped up. Wait does that count as stalking? Lol
ahdayshia
i was stalking and now i’m early😭😭🫶🏽
C.J
Two audios 🥹 I am so excited to listen!! Thank you, K 🥰
Jess
I swear its like he knows when my day has sucked, and I'm alone probably about to find ways to cope that I shouldn't
Ally
AN AUDIO WITH A SECRET SPOT??? YES PLEASE
Aiza
Perfect timing
