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wanting me back in bed
🕑 Added 2025-02-28 06:56:19 +0000 UTCthe space next to you is empty, but it's still warm, and that's what wakes you first. the absence. the way my body should still be there, tangled with yours, but it isn’t. you slip out of bed, wrapped in nothing but my t-shirt, padding softly through the apartment until you find me in the dark living room, curled into our chair, staring out over the city like i'm trying to lose myself in it. i hear you before i see you, feel you before you touch me. i did not want to wake you, i never did. i saw you sleeping so peacefully, and no part of me wanted to pull you from that. i just couldn't turn my mind off, could not shake the weight of everything, the pressure, the feeling that no matter what i do, it's never enough. except when i'm with you. you just crawl into my lap, wrap yourself around me, your legs tucked up, your arms looped around my neck, your breath tickles against my skin, and immediately, the tension starts to slip away. i exhale, my hands running over your back, grounding myself in you, realizing that i have been sitting here chasing quiet when you're the only quiet i ever need. this is not where i should be. i should be in bed, coiled around you, exactly where i belong, so i pull you up, hold you close, and take you back to the place i never should have left in the first place.
Comments
unholy babygirl (or anya forger)
pookie, your mind seems like such a beautiful place 🥺 in my mind you’ll forever be this gloomy (in a good way), Katatonia-coded man who sometimes finds solace in sadness. Letting yourself feel morose can almost feel cathartic.
grey !
Sleep token mentioned 🖤
Leah
The intimacy of this audio is incredibly palpable. I just fall in love with it every time I listen. 🫂
Hanna Banana
“You might be the one to take away the pain & let my mind go quiet. And nothing else is quite the same as how I feel when I’m at your side.”
⋆. 𐙚trina ⊹ ࣪ ˖
i hope virtual hugs get invented soon, and when it does ur the first one im giving it to 🫂 hope ur doing alright k <3
ReneeX
This feels really special on every listen❤️🩹
Hanna Banana
This is giving MAJOR Anakin & Padme vibes when she finds him in their living room after having a nightmare in ROTS
Kay Jay - Celestial Aquamarine🌙🔮🌌
Happy Belated Bday Jess!!! 🥳🥳🥳😘😘
Jess
Thanks
Aiza
Happy Birthday!!
alisha
definitely falling asleep to this but audio aside, that description is so beautifully written
Rose
“it’s such bad luck to wake someone whose sleeping” i need to have a word with my alarm clock
Rose
this entire audio has me all 🥺 especially 11:05 - 11:25 😭
Rose
there’s nothing like those late night vulnerable talks. i continue to crave those deep moments because it’s where the real shit comes out and we get to see what’s truly behind the armor.
Caitlin
I still can’t wait to listen but popping in again to express how much I wish I could be there for him when he needs someone as much as he as there for us 😭😭😭
Angelqiqi
Hugss🫂
Angelqiqi
Happy Birthday 🥳
C.J
I’m going to start keeping a notebook with quotes from these audios because 🫠
C.J
Omg that reminds me of the trend where the wives try to put their husbands on the kitchen counter 😂
C.J
I was half asleep when I listened to this, so I had to circle back during my free time at work and omg, “I was drowning in stress, but now I’m drowning in you” had me ready to cry 🥹 may we all find a love like this soon 🥰
Caitlin
He really does paint a picture and I actually want to start drawing actual full illustrations inspired by his audios and descriptions
harmony
11:07 🥹
Ss
Your explanation is always cool and this audio fills me perfectly. The way you always treat and show us is gentle and warm. Thank you so much. 💋💛🥹💌
Aiza
I love the warmth and koziness that radiates from this audio and from you K in general. You have such a kind heart and I hope you receive so much love and happiness. Sending you endless love and hugs <3
Aiza
This is such a gentle, intimate, delicate moment. Theres something so precious about being close to you, cuddled up, looking at the city below us, seeing other people living life while it feels like it’s only just us two in the world together❤️ Your soft voice and the way you love us unconditionally no matter what. Even though you’re going through something, you always remind us of much you value and appreciate having us in your life. It goes both ways. Your so special and loved to us K, I hope your doing well🥺❤️
Summer
Happy birthday! I hope you have a beautiful day 🤍
Carrie
"Thank you for coming to find me" I will always come find you K ❤️💕😭
Kitten🐈⬛
Who's cutting onions? 😭 (i saw the carrying tag with the reverse comfort one and my mind immediately went to we're fireman carrying K to bed)
Caitlin
Not the description mirroring how K’s voice and soul alone makes me feel 🫠😭 I sure hope he feels the same kind of comfort tonight though from whatever is weighing on his mind 🥺
bunny
K spoiling us as usual 😭😭 i hope you get so well deserved r&r this weekend 💖💖
L
The K is for Kontent 🫶🏼
Kickis
K in the parenthood audio: I don't want Rora too feel the weight of the world on her big sister shoulders. K in this audio: *feeling the weight of the world on his big brother shoulders*
Anna
hope this kind of love find us all eventually. the description and the audio 🥺🤌🏻
⋆. 𐙚trina ⊹ ࣪ ˖
“i hear you before i see you, feel you before you touch me” i’m crying
Ally
"i have been sitting here chasing quiet when you're the only quiet i ever need" im bawling
Yvonne
Aww K this was so sweet, sending you hugs
harmony
this one made my heart feel so heavy. sending you lots of hugs k. i hope you know how special & important you are. 🫂🤍
ReneeX
Happiest birthday!🥹
ReneeX
I feel exactly the same way
AmyE
Can’t sleep huh? x
Destiny
I’m so lost in this description that I don’t know how the audio will top it, but I know it will.
Jess
Thank you
Colleen
Reverse Comfort tag <3 my beloved 🥹
unholy babygirl
Happy birthday Jess! 🎂🥳🎉
unholy babygirl
bro, you is a poet indeed
..+☆+.. ivy ..+☆+..
oh my the description 😚🫶🏼
⋆. 𐙚trina ⊹ ࣪ ˖
the best description yet :,)) i’m gonna cry
Faith
These descriptions are my EVERYTHING.🙌🫶
Julie
I’m so in awe of the writing in the description 🥹🫠
Kay Jay - Celestial Aquamarine🌙🔮🌌
I guess I'm not the only one awake, thinking about everything and nothing all at once. 🥲😮💨😮💨sending you all the warm, big, loving hugs K. 🖤❤ May a glorious, restful sleep come for you soon. 💤
Aiza
The description has me teary eyed🥺 Reverse comforts have my heart❤️
Jess
2 audios an hour into my birthday (It's 1am) this is great!
Aiza
I’m loving all these bedtime audios❤️ I’m literally going out the now though, so I have to wait before I can listen😔
