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even after the fight, i’m still yours

🕑 Added 2025-03-08 04:21:01 +0000 UTC

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unholy babygirl

# NO, YOU 🃏🔄✨🦄

Alana

NO YOU 🃏🔄

unholy babygirl

No, you 🃏🔄

Alana

No you 🥺💖

unholy babygirl

and this person here ⬆️ has been my rock and my safe haven thanks to you, clitaniel 🫣🥺

Alana

🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂

unholy babygirl

I’m still trying to catch up on the audios, and I chose this one for today 💀 I had an inkling as to what it might be, yet I’m still a sobbing mess 🥺 My BPD and crippling fear of abandonment are honestly debilitating at times, and this audio was so validating and soothing in a way 🥺 Thank you 🥺

unholy babygirl

Indeed it is like this.

unholy babygirl

I don’t even need PMS to lose it, my BPD is enough 😹 And that’s every day, so it’s even worse woot woot 😹

Chloe

Crying to this 😭

Caitlin

Same…I continue to not only not rise early like I wanted but instead sleep in

Rose

Same here guys 💀 I fucked up this morning and missed my alarm 🙃, actually, I don’t even know if I set it. But, uhhhhh, shit, is the right word rn.

Destiny

Same here. I woke up dazed and confused 🥴

BeforeKnightFalls

not well lol

Destiny

How did daylight savings treat you this go round k?? 🧡

Kickis

RIGHT?! I sweat when I'm nervous and this situation would make me moist as fuck. 😂😭

Sassypants

I also get the clam hands when I’m nervous 😂

Aiza

I loved the sweetheart SO MUCH🥺❤️

Kickis

@Caitlin Oh yes, unhinged is the right word. PMS is so frustrating cause it messes with your instincts and rational thinking so bad. You feel like you're acting completly reasonable and the world is just ... against you. And then a week later you realise "Oh 😳 ... I was hormonal crazy person". 😅😂😁

Kickis

@Rose YES! 😍👏

emma

Absolutely love this😍

Sassypants

In every variation, either sfw or nsfw, it’s my favourite nickname 🥰

Caitlin

That “sweetheart” omg I cried…

Caitlin

Honestly this would be so healing and inspiring to listen to because I can get unhinged myself and see red so it is like something I need to hear

Caitlin

How did I miss this!? I can’t imagine him being mean or hurtful

Rose

@Kickis I requested something like that last week so I only hope we get it 🤞🏼

Sassypants

Same. Also him reaffirming that he isn’t going anywhere. That he won’t leave her. That she is loved. That’s hugely reassuring to hear.

Rose

Him not yelling and giving reassurance did wonders for my nervous system and my anxiety

Sassypants

Oh yeah PMS can make me unhinged…I like this addition 😂

Kickis

OH MY GOD - what if it's a PMS one? The hormones made us lose it bc of something silly like ... he bought the wrong type of ice cream or forgot to get an ingredient for dinner. We cool off and then we find him in is office and is all like "I'm sorry for being an hormonal mess ... I didn't mean it". 😂❤️

Kickis

Oh fuck yes! A reverse comfort after a fight would be so good - we were a little bit too fiesty with him. 😁😅❤️

madeline

the gentleness of his voice 🥺🩷

Aiza

I’ve listened to this many times since you posted it. It’s so raw and so real, it hits hard but I love the way you make up with her. Making up after arguments are so important and you are always so caring, understanding, and loving through it all❤️‍🩹

Sassypants

Great audio as always K! I love how safe & loved you make her feel. A reverse comfort of this would be interesting!

Carrie

I adore the way K highlights the making up, the aftercare of the argument. These are the moments that matter ❤️

aria johnson

Can we get the make up sex from the fight!

Sassypants

I was fine until you said “sweetheart” with such care & love & then I was 😭

Ss

"Just to find you." I love your way and when you told her that you love her as soon as you sat down.. Like her, I almost said thank you. 😭😭

Aiza

I’ve listened to this a few times. Crying in your arms and the kisses🥺 literally crying

Michaela Ameise

💋💋💋 I would love it so much to also get the fight... The tension, the misunderstandings, the hurting.... 🥺

Kickis

Remind yourself that you're the strong one. If you're dealing with a person who has zero ability to see your point of view or goes immediately into defence mode you know their weakness. Also you have to evaluate your boundaries with this person and what you can and cannot expect from them. ❤️

⋆. 𐙚trina ⊹ ࣪ ˖

although these audios make me cry i love them sm. may love like this find all of us <3

Caro

First time listening to one of the make up audios and can say I’ve never cried so much listening to an audio. Is this what healthy conflict resolution is like?

Kickis

Also the clammy hand comment made this human furnace emosh. 🥹😭❤️

Kickis

I love that we never get the fight, but we always get the making up. ❤️

Sassypants

911 is such a good show!

Miya

Can I request that the listener can sing and K wasn’t aware of that? So he complimentes after complimentes her?

bunny

I’ve already cried over Murdoch Mysteries and 9-1-1 today but lets fuckin go i guess 🤭🤭🤭🤭🤭

Valen.x

Right! It’s been so long😣

Pame🌜

Bawling my eyes out

bev

conflict tag, it’s so good to see you beloved <3

Pame🌜

That happens all the time to me. But deep down you know you did it because the other person can't leave their ego and their pride. You are the adult who knows how to deal healthy with it. Just remind yourself that you had to deal with someone not mature enough to admit their fault. You didn't let yourself down, you just were dealing with someone immature and you had to do it before it got the best of your mental health and inner peace. If you were to wait for an apology it would have been a looooong time of inner conflict and you just had to walk away. So no, you didn't let yourself down, see it as you did it for your own good to say like "yeah, right, okay, sorry, bye" instead of waiting for something that may never had happened. Sending hugs. It's difficult, but it happens 🤍

lexoxle

yall i just had to apologize for a fight i didn’t cause. tips to just move forward and pretend i didn’t let myself down ?

Lani

It’s time for me to sit and let that conflict tag hit me in the feels

Destiny

The description…..got me straight in the heart. “but after a while, i go looking for you. not to argue, not to prove a point, just to find you. because no matter how bad it gets, no matter how much we hurt each other in moments like this, the only thing worse than fighting is being apart.” And that’s how you know you have something special with someone. 🧡

Sassypants

I haven’t listened yet. Just reading the description made me nervous. I know K will be caring & soothing as always but 😢

Sassypants

Same. There was a lot of emotional abuse in my home growing up, so I never learned healthy conflict resolution. These audios are painful, but healing ❤️‍🩹

Ally

and and and "the only thing worse than fighting is being apart" absolutely bawling

Aiza

The description has me😭❤️‍🩹 this is going to hurt😔 peep the crying tag

Pame🌜

As someone who suffered a lot of verbal and physical abuse growing up, this heals something in me you have no idea. Because I never knew arguments without yelling and physical altercation. Thanks. 🤍 It means a lot.