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I have recovered
🕑 Added 2024-11-01 17:47:43 +0000 UTCI think I just made a very unforgivable mistake. I don’t know what to say, even though I always apologize, this time feels particularly heavy for me. I feel like I've disappointed all of you, and I am truly sorry for this.
The reason for my inactivity these past months is that my parent passed away a month ago. It’s been devastating, and I felt like I didn’t want to do anything. Some of you may have noticed that my progress on the game has slowed more and more, and my reason was my family matter situation. The truth is, at that time, I was accompanying my dad for several months in the hospital as he recovered from a heart attack. That’s why my progress slowed down, I felt pressured. I didn’t want to share this with anyone, as I’m not good at discussing my personal problems on online media.
When my dad began feeling better and was able to return home from the hospital, I thought everything was back to normal. But a week later, he passed away... It has been hard, and I felt lost, like I didn’t want to do anything anymore. The only thing I wanted was to relive the time when he was still alive. It felt empty. My mom eventually took me to a psychiatrist. With time and medication, I started to move on. While I still feel sad about everything that happened, it’s not as intense as those first days.
Also, next time please unsubscribe from my Patreon if somehow I don’t provide any content or update for a month again, as it makes me feel guilty. Thank you for your understanding.
So, what’s next?
I’ll still continue and work on being more open with updates on my Patreon to stay in touch with everyone. I’m also planning to revamp the tier subscriptions. From now on, there won’t be any exclusive sneak peek content in the gold tier, as I’ll provide progress updates publicly every 1–2 weeks. Instead, voting power will be increased as an exchange.
I am really really sorry about what happened and for the delay. 🙇
Comments
Alibaba
You don't have to apologize for something like this. Loss is something everyone handles differently. It's clear this heavily affected you and you definitely needed time for yourself to mentally recover. It's at least good to know you are starting to feel better if even a little
Dusto
Glad you are alright.
slayerbet22
I went through something similar with my grandparents 2 years ago so I understand what it feels like to be in that state, I'm sorry for your loss.
Chuck23238
No need to apologize. You went through something very hard. The fact you returned in a month or so time is remarkable. It took me a year to come to terms with my own father's passing. Take one step at a time. And my condolences for your loss.
Kitsune
dont worry mate, we all have losses, both grandparents are death and my dad was devastated. So i understand how you feel, take all the time you need to recover.
thelew
Everyone grieves in different ways. I’m very sorry for the loss of your father, I can’t begin to imagine what you’ve gone through.
