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(Enchanting Melodies) Chapter 58: Reflection
🕑 Added 2023-05-05 11:08:11 +0000 UTCChapter 58: Reflection
4 June 1992, Hogwarts
A blinding green light hit the boy in the chest, and he stilled. It was a shame. What a waste of potential. Alas, the boy would have been a threat to his world order. The dark lord quickly walked out of the classroom and walked towards the forbidden corridor. He had a stone to steal after all.
The possessed professor did not notice the blood in the boy’s palm, nor the small glow his cloak had a fraction of a second before the spell hit him.
When Harry regained consciousness, all he felt was pain, unrelenting pain. It was like there was fire coursing through his veins, and that his muscles had turned to stone. The mere thought of moving his body had sent a wave of agony throughout his being. His limbs simply refused to obey him, choosing to stay limp in his little bed. Wait a minute, that wasn’t in bed.
Harry turned his head and saw the familiar white walls and ceiling surrounding him. The Potter scion groaned, which was a bad idea since he started coughing the moment a noise left his throat, it being on fire as well. Of course, the coughing made him unconsciously move, putting him in even more pain.
All this happened because he realized that for the second time in his enrollment at Hogwarts, he was transported to the hospital wing unconscious, the first time being after fighting the wraith in the Forbidden Forest. Madam Pomfrey was going to kill him.
Fortunately, Harry’s bed was surrounded by curtains, giving him some privacy to freak out properly. He murmured to himself, “What happened?” His voice was sore, gravely. How long has he been there? What happened?
It took a minute for Harry to realize what had occurred. He remembered being anxious meeting Professor Quirrell for his practical defense against the dark arts exam. They dueled, and he lost, again, badly. It wasn’t unexpected for the man to end up victorious. Harry would still lose against any competent adult wizard. For all his intelligence and natural grasp regarding magical subject, he was still far less experienced than them, that’s not even including the vast difference in raw power.
It took a few moments to process Quirrell’s revelations, or more appropriately Voldemort’s revelations. The dark lord was far more civil than he expected. He could see why the man would inspire loyalty. It was easy to see Tom Riddle in his core. The charming manipulative magical prodigy that could talk circles around anyone. If it was anyone else, a person that didn’t know about the man’s past, someone who couldn’t see the nature of his magic, Harry was sure that they would be convinced to follow him.
Oh, the man talked a good game, but every single word he said was crafted. He was a master of words, and it showed. The idea of using genocide to rally the magical world against Dumbledore, to stop an endless war, made sense, in a warped sort of way. It was obvious that the man believed his cause to be just. Harry had no idea if he was telling the truth about the endless conflict between the champions of light and dark, but he will research it thoroughly. No one could hide that much history from the world, especially that if Voldemort was to be believed, their fights shaped the magical world.
It was a shame that their history of magic lessons was about nothing more than the Goblin Rebellions. Yeah, that was what they got when their professor was a ghost that died in the midst of the last Goblin Rebellion, which wasn’t technically a rebellion, since only a single faction of the Goblin Nation had decided to start attacking wizarding settlements. If history of magic covered all of endless conflicts between the light and the dark, then lessons would have been far more interesting.
Back to Voldemort, his speech was sort of inspiring. He had a way with words that made you want to listen to him speak, but for all his seemingly altruistic goals, Harry could hear his magic, and it wasn’t pretty. His song was of darkness and rage. It was what drove him the most, his rage, his fear, and his greed. He was angry at the world, at the people who failed him, he was afraid of Death, the ultimate end, and he wanted the conquer the magical world. There was this madness to his method. He had kept it locked up, ready to burst out at any moment. There was chaos in him. It was what probably drove him to start killing unicorns or try to curse the broom of the boy who lived in the middle of a match, in broad daylight. And it wasn’t even this madness that terrified him, it was that his song was obviously incomplete.
Yeah, he wasn’t complete person, and it showed. Everyone has a song, with each instrument showing a personality trait. It was something he had noticed growing slowly ever since his crest was unlocked. It was the extra dimension he saw in spells. The nature of the castor, and his mindset while using the spell. It took some concentration, but Harry had heard Voldemort’s heart, his soul, and it was missing. Some basic instruments that symbolized apathy, guilt, love, lust, and so much more, were simply non-existent. They weren’t quiet, they were just absent, and that was utterly terrifying.
Was that what happened when you split your soul? You take away some of what makes you, well, you. A soul is an abstract but sacred thing. Seeing someone tamper with it made him want to throw up. It was sacrilege that for some reason made Harry angry. And the obvious taint from the unicorn blood had even suppressed even the few things that the man enjoyed. Voldemort couldn’t be called a man, because his soul could barely qualify as one. He would never experience joy because of what he has done to unicorns, he will never experience love, he will never empathize with any being.
All he could experience was hate and rage. What a cursed experience, even if he came back to his body he would be as miserable as he was as a wraith. The mere thought of being forced to serve such a man was so revolting. Deep down in his soul, Harry was utterly disgusted with the length the man had gone to for power. Death was preferable. He didn’t know why he refused his self-preservation instincts and try to fool the dark lord somehow, to live another day, but it was like his body moved on its own.
Of course, the man’s intelligence was still there. And unfortunately, Harry’s gambit with sending a letter to Dumbledore hadn’t panned out. For one, the headmaster probably already knew about Quirrell being guilty, especially with the rumored personality changes. And also, the Dark Lord simply didn’t care about his threat. It was a half-baked idea, but Harry couldn’t have done anything else.
No, he could have, but he was unwilling to do it. He was so certain that everything was going to go with the script, that he was safe. But Voldemort hadn’t confronted anyone before trying to steal the stone, and yet he did Harry. This wasn’t a story. People didn’t follow some sort of script because the stories said so. No, things were different, and banking on them was utterly foolish. Harry wanted nothing to do with the spat between Dumbledore and Voldemort, and yet was pulled into it regardless.
He was an idiot for not taking things seriously, for considering this to be a children’s story. And when Quirrell revealed his crimson eyes, Harry knew deep down that everything had changed. Voldemort had completely taken over the man’s body and wasn’t just hitching a ride.
No more.
He wasn’t going to stand aside and wait for the story to occur in front of him. For one, he had no faith in Longbottom of all people, and he definitely didn’t trust Dumbledore or Voldemort. He was going to live his life how he wants it, because it was his. He was going to fight for his own side, for his own right to freedom, and if some wannabe Archmages wants to stop him, then he will surpass them all.
With a renewed sense of confidence, Harry felt things snap into place. His magical crest warmed up slightly, but instead of the intense heat and discomfort he always felt, it was oddly comforting.
Speaking of the crest, there was still something that he was missing. How did the conflict end. He refused the dark lord’s offer and tried to blackmail him, banking on Longbottom killing him because of the whole love magic bullshit that he probably had, or at least, that the headmaster wanted to convince the boy he had. Harry was still convinced that it was an elaborate sacrificial ritual, but it’s not like he could convince anyone if Albus Dumbledore himself said otherwise.
Back to the conflict, Harry started to remember. Voldemort had cast the killing curse at him. But something happened. He was like he was hypnotized again by his crest, but it was a little more forceful than the time in the forest. He clenched his hand enough to get some blood, and had palmed his cloak, which was his invisibility cloak in disguise. When he touched it, he had heard a voice in his head. It was more like the wind itself was whispering in a language that Harry had never learnt but could somehow understand, “No magic can touch those who travel between worlds!!”
And then Harry felt his magic being dried up, and then absorbing forcefully the ambient magic around. Calling it painful would be an understatement. It barely lasted more than a fraction of a second, but Harry could feel as if his body was tearing itself out. The curse passed through him and splashed into the enchanted castle walls. Afterwards, everything had turned to black.
Was this a capability of the cloak? To somehow phase through magic? If that was the case, it was somewhat overpowered, but it was very costly magically. Harry doubted that he would be able to do it without consequences any time soon. After all, if using it once had sucked his magic dry enough to put him in the infirmary for what felt like days, he was not planning on doing so anytime soon.
Harry was so engrossed with his thoughts that he hadn’t noticed that the room was not silent, at least not as much as it should have been. He heard two faint voices speaking. It took a few seconds for the Potter to recognize them, the voices belonged to Longbottom and Dumbledore.
The boy sounded surprisingly vulnerable, the encounter with the monster who killed his parents must have shaken him, deeply. The mere revelation that Voldemort was still alive must have terrified the boy to his bones. Of course, the headmaster kept reassuring him, told him about Voldemort being alive and the fate of the stone. Harry didn’t trust the man one bit and didn’t actually believe that the real stone was in the forbidden corridor, in the first place.
The conversation seemed stale until Longbottom asked, “why couldn’t Quirrell touch me?”
Oh, so, Quirrell had died in exactly the same way as the stories. That was something. It was hard to believe that the man that had so easily beaten Harry could have been destroyed by the accidental touch of twelve-year-old boy that’s barely more than average in his magical studies. There was something odd about it.
Of course, the man started a small speech about the power of love, and his mother’s sacrifice.
The boy, funnily enough, didn’t seem to take it into face value, “Professor, I thought it was some kind of alchemical ritual, or something. Something about a life for a life.”
The aged headmaster’s voice took a harsh tone, “Who told you that, my boy?”
“Potter did, sir. He said it was the only way he could think of. That it was preposterous that people believed that I was involved in any way.”
“He’s a clever boy, young Harry, far more advanced beyond his years, and yet he doesn’t know anything. In a way, he was correct. Many theories emerged on how exactly you survived. People tried to scry for years in an attempt to take a glimpse of what happened and replicate it somehow. I will admit that such a method did enter my mind, but there were simply no signs of a ritual there, not even a single trace, which would have existed should something of this magnitude occurred. Such a ritual would also not continue to protect you now. Sometimes, people tend to forget about the simple things in life. They make convoluted theories about complex subjects, forgetting how something as simple and as pure as love can even ignite the stars themselves. Isn’t that right, Mr. Potter?”
Comments
Shadowsmage
Thanks for the chapter
ShadowPillow
Fair point. The universe doesn't actually need a concept of light/dark—just one of balance. For every action there is a reaction; for every ambitious wizard, they with have their counter opponent. This could very well have just been the nature of humanity and the balancing factor of Magic, that Voldemort interpreted as a contrived forever-duel of Light against Dark, when in reality the fact that there ever was one is that there kind of is only room for one lording ambitious wizard and a counter. Voldemort met the requirements himself, despite however much he professed to hate the Light/Dark lords. Though the fact that these Light/Dark Lords are said to in fact be more powerful, not just in study but due to some other mysterious factor, is still a mystery by this theory... And since Voldemort was keen on "stealing" this ritualistic power, it must have some sort of real basis to it, somehow, even if it may be different from Voldie's interpretation.
Alfred Demonreach
I am so happy with the way things turned out. Thanks for the chapter
athass_prkr
You're coming very close to a very strong part of the lore. So, I will say this... Spoilers ;D
Salokin
Welcome back, thanks for the chapter. And here we go with Dumble's favorite tactics of gaslighting and half-truths and everpresent condescension. I am now more and more curious about what will occur when Harry gets his hands on the other Deathly Hollows. I am convinced in this story even more than in the cannon that magic spun Harry out to "correct" the imbalanced corruption of Voldemort in the magical world by magic itself. After all why would Magic only produce archmages for light/dark? Maybe Harry was a simple reaction to Riddle?
Gilgamos
Thanks for the chapter
athass_prkr
Thank you all for your kind words. I'm a little better now, but I have so much to catch up to that it's not even funny. Nevertheless, I have continued to start uploading once more.
