delays ;---;

you're fine just take it easy, when you make posts like these people are always much more concerned about your health rather than content, take care of yourself

Charuzu

Please take care Shadow, we love ya we are happy to wait for you!

MechaRanger

How can I be disappointed in someone who helps me sleep at night :o Hope you feel better soon.

thank you so much ;---; the video will be over 3 hours!

You're not a disappointment at all, Shadow. On the contrary, you put yourself so much in your work that we can only see it with positive things like respect or admiration. Go at your own rhythm. I hope you and your Mom get better asap.

ParanoidMonkey

Your health and family always come first, so don't stress the delays and take as much time as needed. Take care 👍

I'll say it here, and there, and anywhere else I can. There is no need to apologize, you did nothing wrong. I don't support you with the idea that you are obligated to do anything. I hold zero expectations for you to complete or produce anything at all. I choose to support you because at a very critical point in my life, I found you and your content, and it turned things around for me. Your story, and your struggles, have given me inspiration to be better, to do better. To keep trying. So when I could finally work it in, I wanted to budget the ability to support you financially... I've never done this before, or even had the desire to do things like use patreon and Twitch. But I broke my rules for it all because that's how much it means to me to see you continue to try, despite life being hard and rough. You say that you feel like a disappointment but you are far from that. You will always be someone I find inspiring, and someone I want to support. You could go 3, 6, 12, 24, 48 months without producing a single bit of content, and my pledge would not be going anywhere, nor would I or the community that all gather around you to support you. Take your time Shondo, take each day one at a time, focus on stabilizing your life first and foremost. We want you to be happy. We want you to be healthy. The situation you're in now is very very very difficult. And the last thing any of us want is for you to feel guilt over content or videos while you're trying to care for those around you. That, is more important, most important. We will be here, cheering you on from our seats, the basement, or wherever else it is we find ourselves in at this time, while you handle things. You are an amazing person and we support YOU. ♥

Azradun

Your family is most important. You were with your mom and that's all what matters. I wish her a safe operation and for you, to rest a bit. I will wait hovewer long it takes.

HeadEmpty

Always prioritize your health and well-being first and foremost! We know you put your absolute all into every video so don't ever worry about being perceived as a disappointment. Please take your time. Trust me, we have no issues waiting. Throwing you all the love and hope everything is better for you and your family soon <3

Will Penney

We <3 u

Sierra Bravo

The #1 killer of otherwise successful small businesses is failure to handle growth. There's nothing to be ashamed of if you have to pull back production or scale back what you're trying to accomplish. You're in the fortunate position of having an extremely understanding customer base, at least according to this comment section. You got this, Shadow.

_RorbinS

I support you because you put so much of yourself into everything you do. If I were to judge you for being human and having human problems every now and then, I wouldn't be doing a very good job of pretending to be human myself. Take care, good luck, and if you need any help, there's plenty of people here willing to lend a hand if needed.

Take your time please. Your health is more important than we are.

Ain't no reason to be upset with yourself. Life catches up to us all, and you're still doing your best. Please take care of yourself, and blessed be your family~ ❤️

Aeyrgran

Nope, still not unsubbing. Nice try, but those are entirely legitimate and understandable reasons for delays and I shant be withdrawing my support, sorry. Seriously though Shadow, that sounds like a downright terrifying experience and you are are emphatically not a dissapointment for being affected by something like that. All of that. Take as long as you need, I know you hate having to delay things so if a delay happens it's for a very good reason.

Take it slow, Fallen! IRL has priority and your work is appreciated. Despite not being able to speak for everyone, I'd say a good chunk is not supporting you with the demand of "every month must be coming xyz" or alike. Having a delay and things coming in the way is normal - be it a normal 9/5-Workweek or a content creator on Patreon! Much love and support & I hope you and your mom get well soon ~ :) (And >200h? How long will the video be, five hours? (I'm jesting, but that is some serious effort! Appreciated!))

There's no need to be sorry, none of this is your fault and it's ok, we still support you. Sending big love and get well vibes, I hope everything turns out good in the end💜💜💜