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Pausing Patreon / Patreonを一時停止します。
🕑 Added 2020-12-31 01:40:34 +0000 UTCTLDR:
・I'm going to pause Patreon for the month of January to treat my depression. I'll be back in February.
・You won't be charged for the January.
・The second Reward for December will be delivered in January. I apologize for the delay in delivery.
・鬱病の治療のため1月はPatreonを一時停止します。2月に活動を再開します。
・1月の支払いは請求されません。
・12月の2つ目のRewardは1月中に配信します。お届けが遅くなりましたことをお詫び申し上げます。
I've been wanting to go to a psychosomatic medicine clinic for a long time, but I was too busy with my part-time job and university to go.
However, with the support of many people, my life gradually became more stable, and in December, just before the winter break at university, I finally went to see a psychosomatic doctor.
As a result, I was diagnosed as depressed as I said at the beginning, so I started taking antidepressants.
In particular, I was having trouble sleeping, as I always woke up after four or five hours of sleep, so they prescribed me a medicine that seemed to help me fall asleep easily.
However, the side effects are harder than I expected, and the chronic drowsiness is making me lose my vitality, and the sluggishness, which is different from that of a cold, is making my work stagnate. I apologize for the delay in delivery.
I will focus on getting used to the side effects of the antidepressants in January and will come back in February, so please wait for a while.
Thank you very much for all your support in 2020. Without metaphor, it's been so helpful that I can't live without your support on Patreon.
I hope you will consider continuing your support in 2021, as I am sure I will be painting more than I did in 2020.
Thank you again for your continued support.
Have a Happy New Year!
前々から心療内科に行きたいと思っていて、バイトと大学が忙しく中々行けなかったのですが、沢山の方に支援して頂いて生活が少しずつ安定してきたので、12月になって大学の冬休み前になりようやく心療内科へ受診しに行く事ができました。
結果としましては冒頭で述べた通り鬱病と診断されたので、抗鬱薬の服用を始めました。
特に4～5時間くらい寝たら必ず起きてしまう睡眠障害が酷かったので、深く眠りにつきやすいらしい薬を処方していただきました。
ただ思っ…たより副作用がキツく、慢性的に眠気が消えなくてバイタリティの低下が尋常じゃないのと、風邪の時とは別ベクトルのだるさと体の重さが辛く作業が停滞してしまっています。配信が遅くなってしまい申し訳ありません。
1月は抗うつ薬の副作用に慣れる事に専念して何とか2月に戻りたいと思っていますので、今しばらくお待ちください。
2020年はたくさんのご支援をいただき、本当にありがとうございました。比喩を抜いても、Patreonでの支援が無いともう生きていけないくらいにはとても助かっています。
2021年も引き続き、というより2020年よりも沢山絵を描く事になると思いますので、ご支援の継続を一考していただけましたら幸いです。
今後ともよろしくおねがいします。
良い新年を！
Comments
Pier
Take care, Bulwyn. You'll get better soon.
Zuao
ストレス減らすことが治療には大事ですよね。ご無理なさらず。良いお年を。
Take care, hope to see you soon💙
alu
Take care, hope see you back soon❤️
Don't apologize for taking care of yourself! Hope everything works out well for you :)
Win
Take care and take your time to get better, mental health is super important. We'll be here waiting for you.
Graham
Please don't apologize! You do great work and we appreciate it no matter when we get it. Take care of yourself and we hope to see you back very soon. <3
Barafan
Take care Bulwyn!
Scraps
Thanks for letting us know. Please continue taking care of yourself!
Silian
I wish you all the luck sweetie! Please take your time and be healthy, we can wait
Heroix
Take care <3
Take all the time you need man, get better soon ❤️
