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My new friend! name:nornor(我的新朋友貓貓!)
🕑 Added 2019-06-06 16:43:56 +0000 UTCHello my dear patreon
I know that it is been a while since last time I post.
So many thing happen last month.
Because I feel so lonely when I draw. I have been alone for years.
I decided to keep a pet. I was looking for a cat to company with me!To draw with me.
I was looking for a long time.I finally had my cat a week ago.
I think I miss the may term.I am very sorry about that! I will publish reward in June.
I feel very happy and tired this week. My computer power dead. My cat seems got sick.
Tomorrow is Dragon Boat Festival. It seems that I cant draw for few days.
I also feel happy because I figure out something very important.
I have been seeking for improve since I decide to became an artist!
I was improved quite fast in the begin.then I slow down. I was desire for Take it to the next level.But somehow I cant level up.
After that. when I start to draw. I feel disgust about my ability. A voice always pop out in my head says,This problem exist long time ago, Why this problem is still here?
This make me feel bad when I draw my art not to mention boring practice.
As the time goes by,things got into bad loop.
I become a dead artist. very poor and lack of productive forces.
But last week a new though come into my mind.
I am just like a bicycle trying to become Lamborghini . I Turn into a not bad car successfully in the begin.But when I trying to become Lamborghini . Things got hard.
I lose patience when I need it most. I start to afraid that I cant be master and be popular .
I refuse to run as a ordinary car.I make myself no value.A bicycle is better than a car does not run.
Now,I am going to accept my art ability . no matter good or bad.I will do my best when I draw.
If it is bad. I only wish my fans still love me.
I will get my patience back.fix my art problem piece by piece.
And become a artist produce lot of great art to my fans!
I wish my lovely fan all have a great day!
see you guys next work! good night!
love you!
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大家晚安呀!
上次發文已經挺久之前了.五月發生了很多事情
因為我一直以來畫圖都是一個人畫.時間久了覺得很寂寞.最終決定找一隻貓貓來一起畫圖
找了10多天 上禮拜終於找到屬於我的這隻貓貓!
我想我錯過了5月的獎勵時間.在這邊跟各位抱歉
獎勵會在六月底發出.
這禮拜我很開心也很累.第一次照顧小貓貓.很累.也很開心.但貓貓好像生病了.前幾天電腦電源又壞掉.總之事情很多...
明天是端午節 .我猜我這次又有幾天不能畫塗了
不過我很高興我上個月也想清楚了一些重要的東西!
自從我決定以畫圖為業的那時起.我一直在追求進步!一開始進步得很順利.但是後來真的變慢了.我無法突破.繪圖對我來說漸漸地充滿壓力.一開始畫圖就會充滿很多的厭惡感.腦中總有個聲音跑出來.[為什麼畫這麼醜.這些問題不是很久以前就有的嗎?為什麼現在還是這樣?]
這些想法讓我懼怕創作.更別說無聊的練習了!.這使我陷入一個惡性的循環.
成為了一個死去的創作畫家.又貧窮又缺乏生產力.
上個禮拜我終於有了新的想法.
我好像就好比是一台腳踏車想進步到超跑.一開始進步很順利.一下就進步成一台不好也不壞的車子.但在超跑的路上.開始變得更需要耐心.更困難.! 我卻失去了耐心.
變成一台不想看自己跑這麼慢的車子.不肯移動.沒有價值!
一台肯動的腳踏車比一台不肯動的車子更有價值!
我決定接受我的繪圖能力.不論好壞.我都盡量畫.如果畫得不好.我希望我的粉絲還喜歡我.我依然會接受這是我的實力,我的作品.
我會找回我的耐心.一步一步解決自己的繪圖問題.慢慢地往前爬!
感謝你們一路相伴! 感謝你們
祝你粉絲朋友事事順心^^ 下張作品見! 晚安!
愛你們的 Gtunver上
Comments
我鐵錚錚的一條好漢 才不會看到區區幾張圖就說個什麼真香的.....欸真香
so cute!!
I love cats <3
laoshu4523
幼貓活力十足
Marshal Williams
as an artist, i am in the same position you are. i know what you are feeling and i hope you progress to where you want to be,as long as it takes, you will get there. and now you have a friend to take that journey with you
BumroyV2
FLUFF THE KITTY
Puresol
First off, your cat is absolutely ADORABLE!!! And second, from the moment I found your art I have loved your style and attention to detail and want you to know I support you and think you are wonderful and despite all the bad thoughts you may have just remember that someone out in the world will always support you! Do what you need to and always be the best you that you can be!
