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🕑 Added 2024-12-13 15:08:52 +0000 UTCGood morning guys, believe it or not, I have mixed feelings about Christmas, I learned to find the fun in some aspects of it with the help of an ex, but I still struggle with the traditional pressure to be happy and celebrate ๐ how about you?
We took these pictures in 2021, testing the lights for the real photo shoot (that Santa costume is like an oven!), and I always found these expressions more real. They may be a little sad, but Christmas is a time when I miss a lot of friends, and I think about them all the time. So that's what made me write 'It's Christmas Eve'. We were in the middle of the pandemic in 2020, and a good friend told me that I should write a Christmas song to cheer up the bear community. I said, "But I don't really like Christmas," and he said, "That's why you should do it, make a song for those who find this time of year difficult". And well, here it is.
Thanks for the nice welcome to the now official video on Youtube.
Have a nice Friday (the 13th! ๐) ๐ โค๏ธ
Comments
Benjamin Koll
I'm so sorry for your loss. I know that feeling. I don't know why all those things always pile up this month, I remember talking with older friends about it when I was twenty something. They told me it was a sad time for them and I didn't get it. But now I do. That's why I try to entertain and make not easier for those around me. โค๏ธโค๏ธ
Glenn French
This Christmas for me will be very difficult, I lost one of my brothers back in July, so it will be the first Christmas without him, my mom's birthday was December 19th she would have been 98 yeqrs old and today. I attended the funeral of a very dear and close friend, so I know what you mean about people expecting you to be happy, I just want to scream at the world. Sometimes I wish I could go to sleep on December 1st and wake up on January 1st and just sleep through Christmas.
Trk
My dream is to hit your belly
