DFRYWOLF
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I'm redoing nearly the entire chapter
🕑 Added 2021-09-23 10:37:43 +0000 UTCSooooo! Here's the deal. I was really messed up for a long time. I don't know how long its been I just realised one day that I wasn't happy. I was zoned out for so long just repeating the same day over and over for what seams like for months or maybe even years. The change of career is partly responsible for making me realise this issue but I kind of knew I was messed up before that. Maybe it was realizing that I want to do art for a living and I wanted to change to accomplish that feat or maybe I just grew old enough to realise the way I was doing things wasn't working. Whatever the reason I finally did what I kept telling myself to do and got help and did what needed to be done. Do after some gradual life style changes, reconnecting with friends and family and some really deep and long looks into myself and asking myself what I wanted. I'm now doing... alright. I'm not fantastic but I can say that I'm far more present than I've been in a long time. This is a long rambling way to say that I'm not happy with much of my work during the height of this state of apathy. Nearly the whole of Always Looking Down and all of The latest entry of The Bigger the Boss chapter don't make me feel good when I see them. They arnt visually awful but they feel hollow and don't have any of my spirit in them. Not for lack of work but if you spend all your time not caring you'll find your work feels like an empty smile. So I'm going to redo most if not all of the latest chapter of the Bigger the Boss the way I want to do it. The Bigger the Boss series was initially a series that expressed my own curiosity and allowed me to explore thoughts I couldn't verbalize. Its embarrassing to say this but its true and I'm about that these days. So I'm gonna allow it to be that again and I'm honestly not sure whats gonna come out but its probably gonna be wierd in the most awesome way possible. Thank you to anyone thats stuck around and supported me while I worked through my own stuff. I can't begin to express how much it means to me. FRW
Comments
l33tman
If it makes you happy we support you. I have stuck with you and will continue to stick with you. Let me know if you need anything. I look forward to seeing where you take us.
Sole Survivor II
Sometimes, you gotta do what it takes for your peace of mind. I'm looking forward to seeing what new direction you take the series.
Nova, The Game Historian
You know what? Good for you man, I’m sorry your other works make you upset but I’m glad you’re on your way to being better. Even Alright is better than feeling like crap
Epilithic_Beard
Glad to hear you're feeling better! I think we will all be looking forward to what you're going to design. Just be sure to take time away if you need it.
