bamair1984
patreon
From 26 to 30 November.
🕑 Added 2023-12-01 04:06:25 +0000 UTCToday is the 1st of December, welcome to my Patreon channel!
I'm Bamair1984❤
I've been a creator on Patreon for 5 years now, I saved some money to pay for an operation to treat my father's leg injury, it was a small localised operation but it cost me most of my money.
With the rest of the money I rented a new house and wanted to set up my personal studio and I had to pay for the renovations.
From the 26th to the 30th of November, I did a job that had been dragging on for a long time, but I blew it.
I want to tell you that the success rate of these projects is not 100%, I've refunded his commission and I want to apologise to this friend, I'm sorry.
So, for the sake of money, I accepted some commissions in September and October, but I didn't check these photos carefully and these projects were difficult, which caused my work schedule to be disrupted.
This is the second time I have made this mistake, but I will never make it a third time.
Also, my original plan to release my work in the Chinese market almost failed, and I met a lot of people with no integrity, pirates, thieves pretending to be creators, and some bad things.
These things made me feel very depressed and stressed, so I became very depressed, I couldn't lift my spirits, my mood was low, and I thought about many bad things every day.
Many of my friends told me it was depression and I couldn't deny it.
After going through those months, even though mine were terrible, I slowly relaxed.
I asked myself three questions:
1. can you not think too much about the bad things?
2. why did you become a creator in the first place?
3. can you stay with it?
Today I answered my own questions:
1. I know I can. I shouldn't torture myself, I should put it into practice and do something really meaningful.
2. I want to be a real 3D artist, I want to bring the best 3D models to everyone.
3. I want to be more disciplined and stick to it, it's something I really enjoy.
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Here are some things I can think of, please vote and let me know what you think so far.
You can also message me with suggestions or things that annoy you.
You can choose more than one.
Comments
Bamair1984
You're right❤
Govert van Ameide
Don´t cut off your ear; there is too few that can do what you do
Niko Swartz
Good and bad experience makes you wiser even more and make better decisions in life.
OnlyEd
I agree with many of statements from the other guys. Take care of your health, that's the most important thing. Critics will be everywhere and no creative is free of these kind of comments i think. You does perfect work at every job i saw. Stay cool, stay creative and stay yourself.
El Gallo
Agreed on none of the above. You should definitely have added an option for people who are fine with your current schedule and subscription price. For me personally $5 a month is a nice sweet spot for someone who consistently puts out high quality content I like even if I'm not interested in every single model or even most models. For me, there are enough extremely high quality hits that I'm fine with many misses (mostly just due to my personal interest/disinterest in particular people used as a basis for the Looks). They make me want to support you so you can keep making those fairly frequent high quality hits. Also, the fact that you are so transparent about the state of your personal life, mental health, and technical struggles is a huge factor in me understanding where you are at and collaborating with you to help you pursue the creations that you like to make and that I enjoy.
