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🕑 Added 2023-02-18 23:19:02 +0000 UTCHello!
This is to let you guys know that unfortunately we won't see the release in February either. Thus, billing is turned off.
I've been contemplating for days whether this post should go out with this content. I really didn't want to share this with anyone but at this point I feel like it's important because it is the main reason behind the update taking twice as long as it should've. I want to keep this as brief and matter of fact as possible, I'm not looking for sympathy.
I've been struggling with depression for the better part of the past decade. It never got really bad due to having somebody or something to take my mind off of it. However, at the end of 2021 I've experienced a new trauma, which threw me into a downward spiral.
That was the time when my creativity and output started to plummet. Throughout last year health concerns and questions about my future also kept piling onto me. I did everything to avoid having to address my problems and tried focusing on finishing the last chapter of the game because I thought it would feel special and that it would make me happy and somehow magically change my situation for the better. In hindsight the best decision would've been going on a hiatus in August, when I realized the update got out of hand and fix my shit before proceeding with anything else. Instead I started fixing the art...you know how that went.
Fast forward to the beginning of this year, new year new me and all that, I was feeling hopeful of a quick wrap up of GF Tapes and jumping into the new game then depression hit me like a truck. Sure, the health issue set me back 2 weeks but now 2 months have already passed of this fucking year and I barely made any progress. The worst part is that I could literally see the finish line since December.
I'm not someone that leaves things unfinished so I'll do my best to wrap the game up. But I'm going to need more time.
As for what comes after that I'll address in a post at the appropriate time.
BP
Comments
Leonati
♡
covid 19
Will the author update again?
Joey Depaul
Hey man, I know how it is, I’ve been there before, I’m sure you probably deleted this app but if you didn’t, you’re an amazing animator. Whatever you’re doing now I hope you’re finding peace and come back to this
Cody
Any updates?
Ameonna Wesley
Don’t worry, there are people still awaiting your return!
Fabien
Why did you have to stop that game when you were about to finish it, it was so very very close, such a waste :[.
Sennoden
You've got many fans eager for any news about your situation. Even if there's no progress, please let us know how you're doing
Hybye
Come back bp
Kaihei Hataka
Keep fighting Professor, as another with clinical depression it's a hard fight, but I'm proud you're focusing on what you need to. Keep hanging in there and we'll see you around, rooting for you!
Leonati
3 oct 2023 still nothing
K
Been about 5 months with no contact or update. Understand you might be having a hard time but there's no excuse for leaving everyone in the dark. Best of luck in the future but I'm out.
Elysion
Heya Booty how's it going? Hope you've recovered some and tried to work a little on this project - because we're almost at the end! It's be a waste to let this go. You got this, your fans are behind you!
Sennoden
I like this game, and it would be a shame that you try to rush it. Finish it up when you're ready so we can get the best final product :)
Shiggydiggy
Take your time, your mental health is the most important. You are the one of the few people making good visual novels.
manjak8
Hope you are doing ok booty, can't wait for an update.
John Ortega
Hey man, I wish you all the best in everything and I understand that billing is turned off. However, It will soon be two months without any communication. I'm going to need some reassurance that the product is still going or that you're trying to get to a healthier place by then or I am going to end my subscription. It's not a threat, since I can't really dangle a few dollars over your head, can I? I really do hope things start looking up for you but I can't be a part of that ride unless there's communication.
dale
bro your stuff is good dont worry just post it
Fabien
The sad part in all of this is that your depression is damaging your remarquable potential. You're way more talented than most devs, to say the least, and that's why many people stick with you despite the setbacks. They wouldn't for many devs. I mean, I can't even think about a single ntr game with 2d artworks that is just half as good as Girlfriend's Tapes. You make the scenes wilder, the girls dirtier. It's really a bad irony of fate that you have to be the one with that health problem, and not a less gifted dev. You would be impossible to stop without that, and would probably amass more and more patrons over time. I remain hopeful, at least for Girlfriend Tapes, good luck.
dska
When is new Patreon post coming?
Alonsoz
I’ ll encourage u
keepersama
Hope you all the best!
Quil
Hang in there!
BootyProfessor
Funny how you mention a park. Years ago taking a stroll helped me too. Might work a second time.
BootyProfessor
I can't thank you all enough for sticking with me ❤
Mochi
Mental health is the foundation for everything. gotta tackle that hurdle before anything else. Focus on that bud its more important for sure
Dominik
Hope you take your time and help yourself first. Wishing you all the best!
Jose N.
You do you bro. Don't think anyone wants the product at the expense of your health. Appreciate the updates too, can't wait to see how it all turns out!
Adam Jeranek
Everyone's method for dealing with things is different. But for me, I found going out of my element made me shift my perspective a lot. One day I decided to just go to a park and take a nap under a tree. It' something I've always wanted to do. While that in and of itself might not stop depression, something like that might begin to help. If something like a hiatus helps you then you should absolutely do it. Though, from me it's easier said than done. Juist know that you got much love with what ever you chose.
jay
Depression is a serious matter put your mental health first before your project. I hope you'll pull through to a better mental headspace. Its been tough for a lot of ppl these past few years remember your not alone. Always talk to someone and search for help.
Ovinas18
One idea, I think you should preview the final version for the people on patreon, or even make this final version in two parts. of course the game is yours and you decide how and how much it will be released. I came up with this idea to calm people down in general and give your subscribers a sense of security, I wish you a good improvement in your mental health, I really like your work!!!
Son of Odin
Take care of yourself first and foremost. The game is fun, but it's not worth your health.
BaraChamp
You're fine bud, life can be a bitch. Sometimes you gotta step away and focus on your health.
