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[Update post]
🕑 Added 2021-03-31 15:08:37 +0000 UTCHey everyone! ✨
I know the month isn't over yet but unfortunately I've come to you with a general update post with some important information regarding my overall health situation + the Loona picture ! I was going to write most of this in the monthly update post as a health related update anyways so there's no harm in typing it down a little earlier!
Some of you might've seen my twitter post regarding a recent letter I've received from a hospital, I finally got an appointment for a series of important tests at a bigger hospital (including a tilt-table test if y'all want to look it up) So I finally might be close to getting my final diagnosis on the health issues I've been struggeling with for over a year now!
There's a 99,9% chance that I've developed POTS (Postural Orthostatic Tachycadia syndrome if you want to look that up too, I haven't shared the diagnosis I've gotten so far yet because the doctors weren't sure about it and I had to get alot of other tests and stuff done to rule out other things but that's most likely it.) and the testing series will hopefully give some final confirmation on that so I can get proper treatment on it.
The symptoms of it are very much unpleasant and I've been struggeling with them alot, especially in the recent two months with a year of Covid stress & isolation being piled up on it too which is not exactly helpful in making me feel better. So I'm really sorry I haven't been super active on discord or have been slow with replying to messages 😔 Fatigue has hit me pretty hard and I'm also feeling shaky and anxious alot on top of having issues with properly focussing ( not only mentally but in a literal visual sense) .
The overall situation is just very overwhelming for me and I'm trying my very best to still keep things going as usual regardless of the situation! So far there haven't been any bigger delays all year long and I plan to keep it that way! 🙏 So there won't be any changes art-wise or with my schedule! Patreon will still keep going just like usual! Be asured that all the delays I make are for the sake of the quality of my art so all of us are happier with the final results.
I just want you guys to be aware of my general health situation so you have some context on why I'm not around much on some days or need some rest.And I value me being happy and satisfied with what I draw alot too, I don't want to publish half-assed pictures I'm not happy with, especially not for the voted pictures.
From what I've been told and have read, there's several ways of making it less awful so here's to hoping getting my final diagnosis will open up the way to make things better! 💪
It's been a long journey and I never expected to have this many hospital visits or doctor's visits within a year but I'm also incredibly thankful for all the kind messages I've gotten from you guys and on other sites and the overwhelming support! 💖 It means alot to me and I won't let this bring me down for sure!!
Now on the less happy news / update part regarding the voted Loona picture, I'll unfortunately have to delay it for a few days (it's NOT cancelled! ) , the symptoms I'm currently dealing with are so bad that I can't properly work for now, ( not even doodling or doing warmups works well atm... ) plus I lost the whole day yesterday to a migraine and forcing myself to finish it today in one go will only result in the picture being much below my personal quality standarts and I'm sure nobody wants that.
I want Loona to look GOOD because I love her so I'm going to delay working on her until my symptoms are less bad and I can properly work on her without feeling awful. It should be good again in like 1-2 days.
I hope you guys understand! I'm REALLY looking forward to work on her but I want to enjoy working on the picture and have it look amazing and I can't guarantee that given how I've been feeling in the past three days.
Now fret not in case you might not be able to support me next month but still want Loona, please message me on discord and I'll send you the full resolution of her once I'm done with it since she's the March 2021 voted character and you made it possible for me to draw her !😄 So the slight delay will NOT affect you getting the finished piece or not! 💖
I'm terribly sorry for letting you guys down and not finishing her in time, I feel pretty bad about it but I want to be more mindful of my health and I absolutely promise that I'll be working on her ASAP! 🙏 So you can already look forward to our favorite hellhound goth gf :)
Thank you so much for your patience and understanding!
This should be all for now, I'm sorry for the long read and if you have any questions or concerns you can post them underneath or reach out to any of the discord mods if you want a fast reply!
I'm wishing you all a happy easter in advance and just want to say it again that I'm blessed to have you guys, thank you so much for loving and supporting my work, it truly means the world to me and I cannot say that enough! 🙏💖
Stay safe everyone and have a good week! ✨
Comments
sum1udunno
So sorry for the stress and fatigue these health problems are putting you through, here's hoping that the diagnosis can get you the treatment needed to make you feel better ASAP! No hard feelings about the delay so you can take care of yourself, you have my support regardless! 💜
HuginnMuninn
Out of curiosity, why not?
Louis_XII
maybe you could send it to me trough patreon messages?
Louis_XII
well i will wish to have the loona picture tough i will not be subscribing for the next month. unfortunately i cannot use discord
