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HYPNOvember DAY 4

🕑 Added 2024-11-04 14:29:54 +0000 UTC
HYPNOvember DAY 4

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AnalyticalPuppet

Of the prompts I engaged so far, this was the most seamless transition I had into trance. I thought about something I have heard at hypnosis-conventions: "you can always go deeper." I thought about that and how deeply I could go on my own in 15 minutes. What would that look like? How would I do it? I'm pretty sure I was already in trance at this point, though it hadn't dawned on me at the time; I was too focused on the prompt. I started to take my most natural trance state: eyes closed, slightly slumped, heavy, mouth open slightly, breathing slower and deeper. Even just taking that state when I'm not in trance can make it easy to sink. I sank as thoughts went through my head about how to go deeper more quickly. Eventually I reached a plateau of sorts where my thoughts changed slightly to not only question what the next step to deeper would be, but an acknowledgement that I wasn't going deeper. I felt more aware for a moment. as if I was coming up, and then realized that deeper now would be more beyond awareness, more beyond control, or more persistent. I thought about Lee. The feelings Lee inspires in me, my need for Lee, all the things about Lee that make me smile. Those aren't things I have direct control over. Lee is who she is, what we have done is what we have we done, and those feelings are a part of me. I sank deeper. I stopped thinking about what deeper would look like. I was holding on to something that lived in this ocean, that ruled it at every depth, and it could take me to any depth. My sense of deeper was compromised at this point. I accepted that and put my focus where it needed to be. When I came up, I had spent 34 minutes in trance. I was glad that I started after work!


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