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HYPNOvember DAY 17

🕑 Added 2024-11-17 14:22:00 +0000 UTC
HYPNOvember DAY 17

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AnalyticalPuppet

I took my time to be in this trance while my nesting partner was out at lunch. Normally, my unconscious mind would have probably focused obedience solely towards Lee, but this time it was focused towards my nesting partner. It's possible it has something to do with a suggestion from about a month ago about bolstering my connection between service and submission. It's also possible, and my unconscious is telling me this is more likely through a feeling in my body, that it did this because I am going on a business trip and want to leave my nesting partner with those feelings. I spent the next three hours doing chores that she mentioned we needed to accomplish over the next two days. After she got home, she discovered she still needed some things and I was right out the door to get them. When the store was out, I went off to another to try and find it. Eventually, I did have to call to see if a substitute was preferable, but getting out easy that way certainly didn't occur to me until the second store lacked the product. I spent the rest of the night doing pretty much everything she wanted, right away. The rest of those things were not unpleasant, but the automaticity was noticed. It didn't feel like obeying Lee, at all. Obeying Lee is far more reflexive, I'm pretty sure I don't notice it plenty of the times that I do. When I am aware I'm obeying Lee, it comes with a wonderful feeling of pleasure and rightness. The feeling I had was more centered on how easy it was to obey. I'm not sure what was responsible for the difference. Perhaps it's that everything about obeying Lee has been well conditioned into me, those associations are simply so ingrained. It might be the nature of the tasks, even obeying Lee can feel somewhat different based on the nature of the tasks. Maybe that was just what my unconscious mind was doing that day, making it easy - or just showing me how easy it could be - to obey at every appropriate opportunity. This time around, my unconscious won't seem to give me a hint.

RyD

Took a break from cleaning today for my unconscious mind to find the time to listen to a file and obey. Spent the first 20 minutes listening to Relearning Pleasure and for at least the last 5, I found myself thinking about obedience on knees. Time to get back to work.


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