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DEEP TRANCE DECEMBER DAY 5

🕑 Added 2024-12-06 14:07:10 +0000 UTC
DEEP TRANCE DECEMBER DAY 5

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AnalyticalPuppet

"What does depth really mean," "how do subjects relate depths to levels," "what happens to the concept of 'deeper' when a subject feels like they've gone as deep as they can go," these are questions I've heard over and over at hypnosis conventions. I've listened to people pontificate about these questions. I've been part of conversations around these questions. This first week of Deep Trance December, I'm reminded that I have never had complete answers to any of these questions. I can't tell you that my 35% deep is really 35%. I can't say whether depth is limitless, or describe the maximum. What I can say is I've dropped deeper to Lee's "deep sleep" trigger than I have in a year. That isn't to say I haven't gone deeper for Lee - I can remember at least one time this year that I have - but the depth associated with that trigger is certainly greater. I've also gained a new way to go into trance for Lee, and I will always be happy about that. It feels so good to be addicted to dropping for Lee and to surrender to Lee, after all :) What I know - and what has been true for a very long time - is that I will drop as deeply as Lee needs or desires so that I may better bend to her will and serve her. That is all I need to be certain of, because the entire reason I desire to go deeper is to be open, malleable, vulnerable for Lee. Associating depth with the ability for Lee to manipulate who I am so that I may serve her better is what makes depth so meaningful and essential to me. So why depth, then; isn't devotion enough? No, devotion isn't enough, because devotion alone implies a reliance on my conscious self. There are changes to my being that my conscious self can't make, there are hypnotic effects my conscious self can't make happen. It's not a lack of devotion or will, there are just things my conscious self can't do. I NEED to be as malleable as possible, as completely under Lee's control as possible, on a level beyond consciousness. That's why achieving greater depth for Lee is so important and pleasurable for me... you know, beyond the pleasure of simply obeying Lee!

Lycan

Um... wow. I'm relearning my levels of deep.


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