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🕑 Added 2024-07-12 12:46:58 +0000 UTCJust to make the situation clear and you don't think I ignore you or why I'm so slow with replying.
I didn't expect this would happen to me but it seems like it's the beginning of depression. I think some of you noticed that I'm very slow with art and don't comminicate too much for a long time. I'm trying but it's like you have no strength to do anything or to communicate with a lot of people. And I feel guilty from time to time that I need to be better. I started to notice that breakdowns happen to me more often and deeper, and it's harder to deal with them. I think it's coz of the level of stress last years and maybe some childhood traumas - don't know, we'll see. My friend helped me with application and I will visit specialist next week and start the treatment. I hope I can handle this at the initial stage and everything will be alright asap.
Don't worry, your rewards will be done in time each month! I'm just very slow with other artworks and replying (but I will do check everything and will answer it just can take 1-3 days). But at the same time commissions (or something I NEED to do) keep me busy and don't let me fall deep into this hole. So... it's kinda a way.
Thank you all for understanding and supporting me these hard times. And thank you for your patience - it means a lot! Hope you're doing well. And if you feel that something's wrong - check your health, please! Keep yourself safe.
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winter wolf
Sure I will! I wanna defeat it :) Thank you for such words! We visited doctor yesterday, she said it's the beggining of depression coz of stress, chronic fatigue and anxiety for a long time. And it's good I went so soon. She gave me receipte for pills and also I will have sessions with psychologist. And I hope it won't take more than half of an year. I also had insomnia for 3 days, will see how the pills help hehe How are feeling now?
Phally
aw sweetheart, you keep fighting that fight okay? A lot of us have been through it, here's praying for ya! Don't worry about us, your health both physical and mental matters!! More than any art piece you can draw up~ How I've personally dealt with it before therapy is by saying 3 things; "Its treatable. It's not forever. I'll be okay." ^^ hope this helps.
winter wolf
No, other people can contact me and check messages. Maybe it's the problem from your browser or something else. But if it happens next month - contact me on FA and I will respond as soon as possible <3
Krimson Krypteria
Is that why msgs don’t work when trying to send you? Had no idea you weren’t doing so good,.
