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ADA Chapter 02 - Ep 3
🕑 Added 2022-01-03 02:25:11 +0000 UTCFinally here! Maybe not all that much after all that wait, but... Yeah. :,>
For those of you who follow my twitter, you might have caught my tweet of unfortunate events last November.
I've had various health issues. Some stress related, some very random. Stomach ulcer, random swollen eyeball, kidney stones, lost my new car, close family member in the hospital and the list goes on. There's also compounding issues like new house loans, car loans, mental health and all the things we don't feel we have any control of in life.
I allowed myself some time off after hearing all of your caring sentiments...
though a double edged sword it turned out to be. While a break was something I definitely needed; I got caught off guard by thing's I've suppressed over a long time by letting my mental guard down.
Not to make it too wordy or too personal... I haven't had a panic attack in over a decade. And now it came like a monsoon from nowhere. I had forgotten how terrifying it is.
A few years ago I got diagnosed with Burnout, PTSD and general anxiety disorder, but I sort of just... Couldn't afford to change anything in my life to deal with it. So I've just been trucking on. The art must flow.
I've been seeing help for years, but sometimes life just comes at you from angles you don't expect. :,>
I'll keep at it, just... Maybe not be making too many solid promises. I want to be a professional and such, but I think it includes taking care of oneself.
Hope you're all doing way better, and sorry for all the negativity! I'm doing all I can and should to heal, so don't worry!
Again, sorry for the wait! I hope to resume next ep in a few days. :>
Comments
Maxwell Wright
❤❤❤❤❤
Billy O'keefe
Self first, we cant rnjoy your wonderful art until youve gotten into the right space
Firefly Fanatic
We’ll be here whenever you’re ready, wishing you only the best. Take care of yourself, and don’t feel guilty. We just want to see you doing well, whatever form that needs to take.
Kristopher Russell
That’s is ruff please do take care of yourself and hang in there. To quote my favorite rocky line “it’s not how hard you can hit. It’s about how hard you can get hit get back up and keep moving forward” don’t let life keep you down.
Emerald Phoenix
AYYEEEEE new reads. Self care is as important as any thing else, but if working helps keep your mind off issues then I think most people will understand that just as much. Play safe and drink some milk, that's what I do.
Simone Spinozzi
༼ つ ◕u◕ ༽つ🍀
Vandjar
I'm sorry to hear about all this. Those are difficult enough time and it seems you are getting rougher than most. I know how mortifying it feels when issues you thought you left behind just come back to bite you when you least expect it. You start thinking that nothing changed, that you're getting nowhere, that it's all useless. But it most definitely is not. I've been following you for a long time. Like tumblr-start old times. And you've been getting better, at art, at life, at everything. I've seen it and I can guarantee it. So you can take all the time you need to feel better. All the work and effort you accumulated all these years will still be here. We will still be here!
Fae Rainshade
Take all the time you need. I'll be waiting.
Yatagan
As glad as I am you're back, I'm more glad you're willing to take more time for yourself. Stay Safe Hush.
Bianca
I can only hope you take everyone's kind words ad sentiments to heart, hopefully it helps to lessen the guilt and negative feelings you get when things aren't on the peachy sparkly path. It isn't always easy, but try tore member folks will always support you :>
L0op
Take however much time you need <3
Cameron Craig
I’m so sorry all of that happened!! Definitely don’t worry about the delay it is always below your well-being and it’s also well worth the wait no matter how long. ❤️
Blaine Frisbey
Sorry things are still so rough, I hope the new year will herald a gentler time for you. If you ever need or want to talk, you know where to reach me. Wish you the best and more
TheBleachDoctor
Take your time, your health is paramount. Also, little alien wants lick
Kiara Ferris
hey hush! I haven't been a part of your community for a very long time but never be scared to take breaks and take care of things that need taking care of. personally I started following you because of the art but I soon realized just how cool a person you are and I wanted to support you in anything you wanted to do even though we're total strangers and so I made a patreon account and you were the first person I started supporting through here. I'm glad to see that you're doing alright and I wish you nothing but luck and love for the future. it may not pan out this way but I personally will always be pledged to you through here at the very least until the day I can no longer do so. I hope everything pans out for you and I hope I didn't come off as pretentious or preachy at all >_>
Take your time and take it easy. Don’t worry about it and take care of yourself
You do you, and do everything and anything that’s best for you. It’s been a tough tough couple of years and I’m proud of you for just surviving it through to 2022. People can wait, time will heal, life is still going to be full of ups and downs but you do what you think is best for you. We love you. We appreciate everything you do. You’re going to make it through this. Take your time. Love yourself as much as we love you. -Hero
Urst_
Just so long as you don't die. It's fine if you take a while.
Absolutely DO NOT worry about it. Take some time for your healing, you've been through a lot! Just remember that you aren't your anxiety, you aren't your PTSD. You're you, and that's more than enough! I love your art, your positivity, your creativity... you're my inspiration to keep practicing, even when my own mental problems try to keep me back. Thank you so much, and please please please take care of yourself!!!
