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Future release plan + Life update
🕑 Added 2023-01-24 20:20:11 +0000 UTCFirst of all, I want to apologize for keep avoiding making this post. Since the topic is very stressful, I had been procrastinating and avoiding this topic. But as much as I hate it, time moves on, and very soon my life situation will change drastically…(╯︵╰,)
For those of you who are new or just forgot, I have long mentioned I plan to stop drawing for quite some time. Although I do feel my art level isn’t good enough, I still want to continue drawing some more before I am eventually forced to stop. But the main reason is due to my low income, and this problem has finally return to bite me after I stall the situation as long as I can. Originally I was meant to stop last year, but thanks to the driving lesson my dad allows me to draw 1 extra year, but since the driving course is coming to an end in the next few months, so is my current situation.
Initially my dad is going to retire 3 years from now, but few months ago he suddenly shifted his plan, and now he wants to retire in March. The problem with this is that my family does not own any property in Hong Kong, we live in accommodation provided by my dad’s workplace. With his retirement, this means we will lose a place to life, and since HK’s housing is very expensive, my dad has concluded we will immigrate into Mainland China. Since I have very low income, going with them is the only option, and so, it seems I will be forced to move into China in mid-April or something(→Plan shifted to June). (´∩｀。)
I would like to keep an open mind about this situation, but after reading quite a bit of stuff I can’t help but feel very concerned about quite a few aspects… Such as what will happen after April, will I still get to draw a little bit more before dad forces me to get a normal job? Or will drawing inside Mainland be a dangerous thing… This causes me to worry a lot regarding if I can finish all the existing commissions, let alone accept more new ones…(´-﹏-`；)
I heard Mainland’s custom is very strict, since I have a lot of hentai collection, now it is really troubling me as I have no idea how I can get my collection upstate. I really don’t want to bin all my doujinshi and figurines…｡ﾟ(ﾟ´Д｀ﾟ)ﾟ｡
Sigh… I feel really sad how all my bad decision has led to the current state… I really wish I never started drawing tbh… if I got a normal job and have a stable income, maybe I don’t have to leave HK and give up stuff I enjoy… but it is what it is… I think when I live upstate I will still draw a little bit more… worst comes worst if I get yeet by police, I probably just kill myself on the spot huh XD
Also to all my commission clients, if you feel insecure about the situation, you can ask for a refund and I will pay you back before I move in!
Sorry for such a negative post, thanks for reading… ( ´_ﾉ` )
Comments
Momo Kawashima
well, moving to the communist mainland isnt the greatest thing in the world, but you must stay positive. You do excellent work here on Patreon and on Pixiv. I still make an effort to buy your work on Gumroad. Keep your head up and try and stay positive. I believe that you will be able to work things out, and as long as you stay positive, youll notice that you feel better ^_^ Also, I think that Surfshark, if you have access to it, would be the best. They dont hold logs of things you do on the VPN, and im pretty sure the grubby communist party cant get their hands on your work.
但帶情色東西好像過不到大陸海關？ 嗯，我也在研究到時要用哪一個VPN... 謝謝留言呢(ˊ̥̥̥̥̥ ³ ˋ̥̥̥̥̥)
susjsh
其实还好吧，把东西带过来就是可能要交税，关于绘画，肯定得使用VPN才能访问部分外国网站，当然，国内也有相当多的p站画师，所以可以不用太过担心
