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🕑 Added 2022-05-25 19:32:51 +0000 UTCSo yeah... I thought I could sit on three chairs with one ass. This update would have been already out by now if not for my Judo competition and my university. I did like 60 renders last week and this week like 70 renders. I know it's not a lot but I did two training sessions per day, then I had to drop 7kg to make weight.
After coming back home from the training session I would need to practice my defending speech for my work for a university and then work on this game. At first, it was manageable, but I felt really tired after a few days. I tried to work on the game, but I found myself skipping corners with the renders. You can see a good result with Gabriella and the two girls in the picture. The blue-haired girl has her fingers clipping in her body. I just wanted to hit the daily render mark, but I noticed that the quality of my work is not up to my standards. So I did 10 renders per day.
So finally the competition week has come and I took 2nd place. One chair down right? Not really I was quite sad that I lost. Some would say that 2nd place is still good, but I was one of the ELITES in my country and I lost to a younger guy. It made me feel like shit. It's not fun to lose... I took a few days off just to clear my head and I started working on the game again but I worked for 3 days only that week. I think I took 3 days off.
On the 31st of this month, I will be defending my university work. That will be the second chair less for my ass to sit. But this week I want to hit at least 100 renders. After my university. This game will be a priority for me.
Once again I am sorry for not posting the progress, but I felt like shit and even felt more shit for not updating you guys about the progress.
Comments
KissKiss Studio
This is very nice to read man! THANKS!
Moon
You are one of the most dedicated and disciplined devs out there and clearly you have high standard for yourself. That's admirable. And at the end of the day, when we look in the mirror and in our heart, know that we have done our best given the circumstances, then we can pat on our back and forgive ourselves for those missed goals and deadlines. Everyone misses them, including extreme achievers, and being flexible within an ever changing world is not a weakness, but a strength. Well done brother and good luck.
Matt
Don't worry about it bud you've still gotta live your life. Post when you can we'll be alright. Keep up the good work :)
