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It Was Always There

🕑 Added 2022-10-11 11:14:59 +0000 UTC

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Bontras Snide

I can’t cry today because of my talent show but I’m crying anyway aaaaaa

ynot.hawks

Stop! I'll cry! ;-; why is this so beautiful

Muchymozzarella

Hi so. I wasn't expecting to cry at the end there but the way you've drawn the expressions is so viscerally beautiful. Thank you.

AssortedGeekery

This is so impossibly beautiful....seeing the youth come back to Enji's face in that last panel makes my heart ache in the best way.

DWW

THE WAY YOU DRAW YOUNG ENJI IS SO *deeeeep inhale* RIGHT. The way he steadily gains his muscle mass as the years go on…. brUH *chefs kiss*

Wandersong

It took me a week to not fall to pieces reading this again, but I think the most beautiful bit is seeing the youth in Enji in that last panel, seeing that young man snap back into focus so many years later. Pete, this is glorious. 🖤

MaityB

I want to watch BHNA bc of your EndHawks but I ALSO just want THESE versions to exist in my head PHHHH

Ellen Chambers

I'm a woman, but when I was a kid I would always look at the underwear section in women's catalogues so this resonated with me hard. And it's so lovely 😍

Mattson Cunther

this is soooo well written and illustrated, this one hits really hard in the best of way! ♥

Fall (Layne)

I will say that this is so sexy. But I will also say I'm fucking sobbing it's beautiful too? You did a really great job of storytelling in this? And like I am shook

Ashyscribbles

Idek what to say, almost 200 comments probably speak for themselves and also I would sound like a broken record when I say again that your art and story telling skills are goals 😭

Nat

Really well done, especially in love with the transition in the middle 🥹 I wanna hug this man so much- and you! You do him such beautiful justice Pete

Mandy

This is so fricken beautiful-

Leo

that last image just made my heart so happy!

HUHHH

I’m literally breakdancing on the floor right now

Vaana

Not me crying into my morning coffee 😭 This is so beautiful, I can't 💕

Adalid

Crying and throwing up

STARKERMYDADIES

I cried in three different languages…

Pete

🥰🙏💕💕

Pete

Oh my god I’m so happy for you! It’s a big thing to go through, I’m glad to have made something that resonates, even if by accident 🙏💕💕💕

Pete

Aaaaahhh thank you!! 😭🙏❤️

Pete

Thank you 🥰🥰

Pete

Lovingly bakes loaf 💕 thank you 🥺

Pete

Of course! Thank you 🥰

Pete

That’s by design, I’m afraid 😭🙏💕

Pete

Aaahhh that’s good to hear! A little prescription of hurt/comfort to fix all ailments💕

Pete

Thank you so much! 🥰🙏

Pete

🥺🙏❤️

Pete

🙏💕💕💕

Pete

Thank you! And aaaaaaaaaa please please please! 👀👀👀💕

Pete

Thank you 🥰🙏

Pete

🙏💕💕

Pete

Thank you! 🥰

Pete

🙏💕💕💕

Pete

Thank you 🥰🙏

Pete

😭🙏❤️

Pete

🥰🙏💕💕

Pete

Aaaaaaahfgdgfhf Thank you!🙏💕💕💕💕

Pete

Thank you so much Mika 🥰🙏

Pete

I’ll keep that in mind for when I retire to a tower as a gremlin wizard who makes sneaky deals for ppl’s souls 🤔😂🙏💕💕

Pete

Well you’re in good company with that 😭🙏💕

Pete

Thank you!🥰🙏

Pete

Gotta keep y’all on your toes haha 😂🙏💕💕

Pete

Had to start from somewhere 🥰

Pete

Young Enji is so cuuutee! And ooooh man you’re right, he would have had to switch sheets daily just from accidentally scorching them 😂

Pete

Thank you so much, Nia!😭💕💕

Pete

All it takes is a smile, iturns out!💕

Pete

All that melancholy needed a sickly sweet cherry on top 🙏💕💕💕

Pete

Thank you! 🙏💕💕

Pete

🙏💕

Pete

That’s them summed up right there🥺😭 thank you💕

Pete

Thank you so much, Cath 🙏💕💕💕

Pete

Endhawks feelings are never late, nor are they early - they arrive precisely when they mean to! 😂 thank you so much !💕💕

Pete

☝️☝️☝️☝️😭😭

Pete

Thank you 🙏💕💕💕💕

Pete

Thank you!! And the more I look at him now, the more I think he has the same vibe to him as I imagine Shouto having 🤔 i think young, a bit oblivious but genuine wonderment is a good description for it, yeah 🙏💕💕

Pete

😭🤝😭💕💕

Pete

For real! 🙏💕💕💕

Pete

Enji has that effect 🥺 thank you so much! 💕

Pete

Why yes! Yes I am 😭😭😭🙏💕

Pete

Same same same!! Anytime the fire metaphors come out, it’s one-way to sob-city 😭🙏💕💕

Pete

💕💕💕

Pete

Aaaahh!! Thank you so much!🥺🙏💕💕

Pete

I strike when you least expect it 😂🙏💕

Pete

Sometimes thing that hurt, are good 😭thank you!💕

Pete

That continues being the highest praise, that my stuff can hit even without knowing the source material! And on top of that, that it feels validating - this came from a somewhat personal place too, so hearing this makes me even happier. Thank you so much 💕💕

Pete

Ellie!! Thank you 💕💕 you know me, gotta keep y’all on your toes with the sad stuff in the midst of horny 😂

Pete

All four steps of hurt/comfort right there!

Pete

KEvaaaaa aaaaa let’s cry together….! 😭💕💕💕💕

Pete

Can you imagine the euphoria of drawing those smiles after all that old man angst 🥺😭💕

Pete

😭🙏

Pete

Thank you so much! 💕💕💕

Pete

Jfgsjgwjgfuwg ok ok ok but he would have tho…! 😂

Pete

Thank you 💕

Pete

Honestly, that’s all I need to hear 😭🙏💕ty!

Pete

💕💕

Pete

🥰🙏💕

Pete

Nooooo what a timing! 😭🙏💕

Pete

🥰💕💕

Pete

It felt right for him 🙏💕

Pete

😭🙏💕

Pete

🙏💕

Pete

Those smiles felt therapeutic to draw, somehow 😭🙏💕

Pete

💕💕💕🙏

Pete

🥰🙏💕💕

Pete

Thank you, always at your service to disrupt work flow with feelings 🥰

Pete

HOMOTIONAL, if you will! Thank you 🥰🥰

Pete

Both for balance🥺💕

Pete

😭🙏💕💕 I have a lot of emotions holed up and they shall all take form in Enji for now…….

Pete

Thank youuuuuuu!💕💕

Pete

🥺🙏💕

Pete

Thank you 🥰🙏

Pete

😂😂😭😂😭😭😂

Pete

Thank you 💕 Happy tears this time!

Pete

🙏😭💕

Pete

Thank you so much 💕💕🥺🙏

Pete

Well I am!!😭😭😭

Pete

That peach can hold a lot of emotion 😭💕

Pete

🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺😘🥺🥺🥺🥺

Pete

Tears are best shared 😭💕

Pete

Oh I do have The Nerve ❤️

pige thomsby

; _____ ; I love this so much

Humble.b.umble

Bruh, this could not have been more perfect timing. I just started to let go of my religious trauma, and I am finally allowing myself to be happy with a girl. I’m going to cry this comic is beautiful 😭😭😭

Poeticcentaur69

Legit crying cus this is so beautiful and heartfelt! Amazing and thank you for sharing this with us!! 💚

doon 🪬

my stomach fluttered, this was beautiful

GremlinDave

This got me tearing up thank you for this bread 🙏🏼

Kats

This is stunning. Thank you for sharing ❤️

Merry Anwanet

🥲 Why am I so emotional

Haha Hala

I'm feeling a little under the weather and this made me feel a little better 🥹 just every page, I could feel the emotions 💛💛

Hylianprincess

Not sure I can even put into words how beautiful this is!! The shading and how expressive Enji’s eyes are… so perfect. Hawks is gorgeous as always and the last panel is just pure happiness 💕💕

Belle

Ohhhh 😭😭😭😭

FillyBoy

I'm sobbing it's beautiful!!!!

spacehorse

oh my god this is incredible!!! you may have inspired me to write a fic…

Becky Full Of Frills

OMG it is so beautiful!!!

Angie Gone

Wow….WOW

writeathome

Omg Pete this is so beautiful 😭♥️

Jessica V

Sobbing cause I love this so much

Maggie

No words just thanks, this comic is beautiful

hunty__dumpty

The last page 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 oh my heart !!

Kate

Holy shit. That was so beautiful 🥹💕

Red!

WOW I LOVE THIS THE SENSE OF LONGING IS SO GOOD WOW! I LIVE OLD MAN GAYS FINDING THE WAY TO FEEL MORE COMFORTABLE THIS DID SUCH A GOOD JOB OF THAT! ITS GREAT AND BEAUTIFUL AND YOU KNOCKED IT RIGHT OUT OF THE PARK! I LOVE IT SO MUCHHHH😍😍😍😍

Mika Rosen

Thank you for the hotness and the beautifulness

Mika Rosen

I got full body chills when I read the line about fire and then got butterflies when they started kissing

Mika Rosen

The way you write oh my gosh

Vex

Pete if you wanted my firstborn I'd give it willingly

Asher

IM CRYING

Katelovesvlogg

This was the best to read first thing in the morning. I love the way you drew the expressions on their faces at the end. They are so genuinely happy. 😍

Robin

Oh my, I was expecting horny and then you hit me with all these amazing *feelings* that are just the cherry on top. Amazing <3

Thiriously

Humble beginnings.

Princess Pineapple

Young enji is such a treat. Plz bless us with my high school enji discovering his sexuality. I’m sure that fire quirk didn’t help when the hormones were raging 😌

Nia

Pete this is SO beautiful I’m— this is so soft & tender & it feels so so accurate to Enji 🥺 the first & last panels have my heart, this is so beautiful 🥺🥺💖💖😭😭🥺🥺

Paige

That last panel...man that got me.....

JQbrainrot666

PLEASE THE LAST PANEL IS SO SWEET I HAVE CAVITIES NOW 🥺🥺🥺

Swiftkill

ohh my heart this is beautiful Pete trurly

tsuchinoko Tourmaline

Oh that was beautiful

maggiekarp

this feels extremely accurate and I'm having a hard time quantifying just how much I am emotionally flailing over this endeavor: wait a minute vulnerability isn't weakness??? hawks: ye endeavor: 🥺

Cath

Pete, this absolutely incredible. The sheer amount of emotion coming these pages is stunning and I am undone. 🥺❤️❤️❤️

MagpieCrime Fancy

Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

Sydmicky

SIR. How—why—I didn’t ask to feel things this morning! But I will thank you bc omfg 😭 this whole thing. Just the entire thing. Gdi

leo

i love young enji so much 🥺 i love this so much, pete you love making me cry 😭

Paula Gomez

I'm living for young Enji in the first panel. That look of, idk what to called it, wonderment??? That look when he was looking up from the magazine isbjustvso endearing.

taylalynn

😭😭😭😭😭 I am sobbing!

Christopher Jones

Endeavor embracing his truth. You love to see it 😭👍👍

RiverGlass

OH MY GOD 😭 now IM crying about Enji 😭 I…love this so much what the fuck

Chaotica

I’m not crying, you’re crying 😭💕

Blue

Okay but the narration in this is also so beautiful. The comparisons to fire when it comes to Enji get me every time.

FunnyLittleCreature

😭😭😭😭❤️❤️❤️❤️

Blue

PETE IM CRY 😭😭😭😭😭💙

Olivander Addams

I'll say it again, I've never even watched or read this series, but your art has me so emotionally invested in these characters!!!! This was BEAUTIFUL and so validating!!! As someone who wasn't able to understand/put a name to their sexuality until they were in their 30s, I felt this so deep in my soul... Thank you. 💜

ElderberryElias

Pete I'm cryinggggg😭😭😭 Legit this hurts so bad but at the same time this is so wonderfully written I want to read it again and again. Fantastic work 💖

izuzuchan

Bruhhhh this hit so hard 😭😭 I was not expecting a feels trip this early in the morning haha

DeboRAWR

PeeeeEEEEEEEeeeeeeeeetttteeeee!!! 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 The deep breathing I’m having to do to stop from openly weeping at the airport. Peeeeeeeeeeete! You did a wonderful job! So beautiful! And the last image with Enji and Hawks! Priceless! Absolutely wonderful. 🗣MAGNIFICENT MAAAAAAAGNIFICENT 👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾 Thank you for my regular dose of serotonin. 💕

Ellie

Please Pete you going to make me cry. No, wait, too late. This was really lovely to read, even if it was just something that came about from a simple butt sketch xD Now if you'll excuse me imma go cry in this corner about the last page and how fucken happy they look together and imma just be dyinggggg over the page 9 and how friggen angelic hawks looks. akdfjjdkhfbksdf HNNNNNNN No horny just soft soft sobbing from me ; v ;

allii

shitting crying screaming throwing up

Liltkeva

PETE IM CRYING, my hormones are already missed up enough …AAAAAAA I love every bit of it, the hurt the yearning and ahhhh that last slide my hearrrrrt 😭

Liltkeva

GRRRRR WOOOF WOOOF ARRRFFFFFFFF

Mo

😭😭😭😭 them all smiley in the end 😭😭😭😭😭

Kid.

😭😭😭😭😭😭

Grayson Severud

AAAAHHHHHH 💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖 I am absolutely In Love with this, you always make such amazing comics!!

Ren

this was absolutely gorgeous and perfect…. and still all I can think about is how Hawks would have WRECKED that sweet little young Enji 😭😭😭

Paige Nat

Crying this is so beautiful

Katelyn Hellion👾

Dude! 😭😢 this is so beautiful I dont even know what to say the emotions are so strong aaaaahhhh..I love them both so much 😖.

Joe

😭😭♥️

Brian Carter

PERFECT 😭 ♥️

Leeloo Dallas Multipass

Sobbing at 7:43 am in my work parking lot 😭 ❤

axxxel

Im crying. Thanks for this 😭😭😭

sleepdeprivedtechie .

Holy God. What a tribute.

Satanic Court

SOBBING

Mynsii

MY HEART

June

THE LAST PAGE REALLY ??? I WAS SCREAMING. Amazing ;A;

Mimblewimble

YES THIS IS AMAZING. My HEART.

Vinka

peeeete this is beautiful, you make me cry 🤧😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

Shape

I'm at work reading this and gosh still teared up 😭😭 this is so beautiful and sad. It's always impressive how you catch the feelings in your art even while not using so many colours and bdjsksnddnkf ❤️❤️ Sooo good!

treeonfyre

HOT AND EMOTIONAL. HOTLY EMOTIONAL? EMOTIONALLY HOT?? This whole thing is lovely but that last image. OMG Pete. My heart. 💕

Riley

😭😭😭😭 BUT ALSO 😍😍😍😍 HAPPINESS!!!!!

Adwian

i dont even have words!!!! how you do this!!!

eddi

This is SOOO GOOD im cryin rn and them SMILING AT THE END??? WOW

Nagy Dorottya

omg dude 🥹🥹🥹

TheCottonCandyZombie

Beautiful!!! Just beautiful art, and story telling.

blacknoise

BACK AGAIN WITH MORE TEARS come onnnnnnn 😭😭😭😭

nope

Oh my god this is so beautiful. The last frame has me in literal tears

akira sargeant

Such a perfect goodnight story before bed 🥹🥹🥹

Sunshine

This is LITERALLY so beautiful and wholesome. 😭😭😭 I love the idea of Enji finally finding himself and that last page genuinely made me tear up because BOY do I relate to that. ❤️❤️❤️