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Chopping Wood (Gene short story)
🕑 Added 2024-06-26 21:42:35 +0000 UTCUnfortunately I had to cut this one a little short! At some point I would love to revisit it and give it the love and attention it needs
Just behind the house, during the summer, Gene had decided to fell the ponderosa pine tree that had developed wood rot. It once held up the hammock, but after the bark where the rope was tied turned from red to black, Gene decided to chop it down.
With each thunk of Gene’s axe the tree would sway and needles would speckle the ground. Cicadas buzzed, the leaves above Gene rustled, and the chug of a kid’s scooter echoed from the front of the house. Gene was sick with a fever, and had been since he woke up two hours ago.
The back of Gene’s neck was glossy with sweat. There was a pinch behind his temples that would sting briefly, then mellow, the sting again. He could feel it pressing against the back of his eyes and against the top of his skull.
He breathed deep and heavy through his nose, pulling his axe back behind his head then sinking it into the bark. He kept the axe head in the wood and let go of the handle. He then swayed, then placed his calloused palm against the tree to steady himself with a hand on his hip. He spit on the ground, grunted, then ran a hand through his hair.
And as he stood there, sick, he pictured his father sinking a chainsaw into the body of a spruce tree.
Sometime in the morning, during the early fall- if Gene remembered correctly- his father brought him into the garage to prepare for tree felling. The garage was always hot and thick, and smelt like corn chips. On one wall, the wooden bones of the house were exposed with black construction paper stabled between the planks. On another wall hung small framed newspapers in black and white. They read; “Angelo Hitman Ramsey” or “The Big Bull in Chicago”.
Cardboard boxes stacked atop one another crowded a corner, and dumbbells laid abandoned beside a bench. Below a hanging lightbulb was Ramsey’s work table which was powdered with wood shavings.
The steps beneath Ramsey creaked as he stepped down to the concrete garage flooring. He breathed very slowly and heavily through his nose, and he grunted to clear his throat.
He motioned to the garage door.
“Open,” he said.
Gene hopped down the steps and jogged to the front of the garage. Robin’s paws clicked against the ground as she followed him. Gene squatted, took hold of the metal knob attached to the garage door, and began to lift. It chugged as it began to raise, running on a track in the ceiling.
Gene paused halfway through, adjusted the heel of his palms against the knob, then pushed to send the rest of the door up. The outside air was cool against his face and the tall pine trees outside were swaying from a calm wind. Their dirt driveway was scattered with needles and pine cones.
Across the road Aiden was outside with his mom and brother pulling weeds. Aiden looked up and waved with a gloved hand, and Gene waved back.
Robin trotted out from the garage to Ramsey’s light blue truck, which had rusted at the corners. She stared at the door, then looked back at Gene with round black eyes.
“Can Robin come?” Gene asked.
Ramsey walked past Gene, holding two brown paper bags. Ramsey moved Robin aside with his boot, then opened the truck door to toss the bags into the front seat.
“Dad,” Gene said.
“Mmh?”
“Can Robin come?”
Ramsey scratched his stubbled jaw and walked past Gene back into the garage. He knelt down and reached under his workbench, and when he stood he was holding the orange handle of a chainsaw.
“No,” Ramsey said.
“Alright,” Gene said, and followed Ramsey to the car.
While Ramsey loaded the chainsaw into the back, Gene scooped an arm under Robin’s white belly and lifted her. Her legs flailed while he maneuvered her to hold her in a cradle then looked down at her face. He blew a small puff at her, and she bit the air. He blew again, she bit again, then she sneezed.
“M’alright, cmon.” Ramsey said, and Gene put Robin down
“Inside,” Gene said to her, pointing to the house.
She stared at him and wagged her tail.
“Inside,” he said again.
Robin hesitated, then trotted away to the back of the house where the dog door was.
It was a forty minute drive from home to get to land available for lumberjacking. The trees grew dense and tall, and even when Gene leaned forward to look out of the front window he could not see the tops. Beside him, Ramsey was smoking a big cigar which made the hairs of his thick mustache bristle.
Ramsey slowed the truck and pulled it off the road, and the car wheels began to crackle over gravel and twigs. The car stopped, the hum of the engine shut off, and Ramsey pressed the grayed end of his cigar into the ashtray on the dashboard. Gene watched him.
“M’alright,” he said, cranking back the emergency break.
He opened his door, and so did Gene.
Ramsey held his chain saw in one hand eith his other sunk into his back jean pocket. And when Ramsey looked up at the trees, so did Gene.
They stopped, and Ramsey placed his palm against the wood of a thin but tall pine tree. Gene could fully wrap his arms around it.
“M’okay,” Ramsey said, placing the chainsaw down. He knelt then looked at Gene. “We’re gonna cut here,” he motioned a horizontal chop across the wood, then raised his hand and angled it. “Then here.” And he motioned another chop. He then began to stand and his left knee popped.
“Okay,” Gene said, but he didn’t understand.
Ramsey picked up the chainsaw and pinched the pull cord between his thumb and pointer knuckle. The cord chugged when he yanked it back once, then twice, and on the third pull the engine inside the chainsaw kicked and began to rumble. Ramsey motioned Gene to step back.
Gloveless, and without ear muffs, Ramsey turned the saw blade and sunk it into the tree. The razors began to catch and rip into the wood, and birds in the trees above them took flight. Gene reached up and plugged his ears.
Shavings spewed from the base of the saw and dusted the forest floor in white. And after coming nearly to the center of the tree, Ramsey pulled the blade back.
Ramsey made three cuts into the tree, a horizontal, an angled, and another horizontal on the opposite end of the tree. This left uncut wood in the very middle, and when he pressed his palm into the bark the center began to snap. The tree came free, tipped, then hit the ground with a cloud of dust.
“Alright,” Ramsey said, and rolled his shoulders back.
With the engine still humming, he held out the handle of the chainsaw for Gene.
Gene looked at his father, and his father looked back down at him. Gene reached for the handle with both hands, and when Ramsey let go Gene’s arms dropped from the weight.
Ramsey moved Gene to another tree with a clear line to fall, then stood back and crossed his arms. Gene raised the chainsaw with a grunt and turned it sideways. He stood with his legs generously far apart and his knees bent. After turning the saw to see where the switch was, he clamped his hand on it and the blades began to race. He immediately unclamped.
“Hold it firm or it’ll kick back on the bark” Ramsey said.
“Okay,” Gene said.
He pictured the chainsaw hitting the bark, rebounding off, then ripping into his stomach. His arms felt light under the skin, and his palms made a layer of sweat between the handle and his hands. But, like his father, he rolled his shoulders back and clamped the switch again.
The chainsaw sunk into the wood, stopped, sunk again, then stopped.
Ramsey said nothing.
Gene wedged the blade out of the crack, then raised it with shaky arms for the next cut.
He followed the steps his father took, slicing three jagged cuts into the tree. When he finished and pressed his hand against the bark, it did not fall. He looked at Ramsey, who motioned to the wedge Gene sawed.
“Too shallow,” he said.
Gene had only cut the wedge a quarter into the tree rather than half way. Ramsey crossed his arms and stepped back, and Gene ran the blades again.
It took Gene twenty minutes to fell his tree, and even when it began to snap and fall, the base broke off and kicked back at Gene. Ramsey took him by the collar of his shirt and yanked him back.
Ramsey then placed a hand on the back of Gene’s head. Gene looked up at him.
“Good,” Ramsey said.
Ramsey cut down the last tree while Gene stood on a big flat-topped rock and watched. Ramsey then showed Gene how to run the saw across the tree to slice the branches off, then how to turn the tree, then slice again. After that, they stopped to sit down on the back of the truck and eat lunch, and neither of them said a word to one another.
After lunch, Ramsey began to slice the trunks into sections. Gene would pick up the thick round chunks and walk them back to the truck, then stack them in the back.
And on the very last tree- which still had its branches- Ramsey had begun to slow. Gene watched his flannel come off, his white wife beater go transparent around the collar from sweat, and his breathing become labored. Despite this, Ramsey continued to press the blade against the branches of the tree.
Gene watched his Ramsey held the saw and how he planted his feets. His arms had veins running from his biceps to his wrists. His knuckles were rounded and defined, and his fingers were thick. Gene pictured his father with a sleek leather hat and a lasso, riding atop a stallion. He then looked down at his own arms.
The razors on the blade glided across the tree as Ramsey sliced the branches off. The saw hooked and ripped the wood, outlining the tree with white shavings.
And when the saw hit a thick knot at the base of a branch, it kicked back and tapped against Ramsey’s right thigh.
Gene stilled. The blades of the saw stopped and Ramsey raised the machine to look down at his thigh. There was an open split in the fabric of his jeans, and it began to blossom with dark red. A weight dropped in Gene’s chest, and he looked up at his father’s face.
Ramsey wiped his glossy forehead with the back of his wrist. Then, the chainsaw started again, and Ramsey continued cutting the trunk into sections. Gene stood very still and watched him. He felt a balloon expanding in his chest, pressing against his heart and ribs, and welling up into his throat. He felt like he should cry, but he didn’t.
As Ramsey continued, so did Gene. He picked up the next round chunk of wood, then he walked back to the truck.
When he returned, Ramsey had finished sectioning the trunk. The continuous hum of the chainsaw’s engine finally died, and the forest was quiet. Without limping, Ramsey walked to a nearby rock and sat down. He then began to undo his belt.
Gene bent over and wrapped his arms around the next piece of wood. He stared down at the forest floor as he adjusted his arms. It was scattered with thin twigs and yellowed pine needles, which were speckled with red dots. He looked up at Ramsey.
Ramsey’s jeans now pooled at his ankles, revealing a baggy pair of plaid boxers. From where Gene watched -with his chest resting atop the wood- he couldn’t see the top of Ramsey’s thigh. But as Ramsey studied it, a line of red slid down the side of his calf down to his ankle. Gene looked away.
Gene finished loading the truck, and Ramsey tossed the saw into the back before walking away to the treeline.
Gene opened the car door and stepped up into the cream colored seat. He leaned over to watch his dad through the driver’s seat window. Ramsey had one hand placed against a tree and each foot planted apart. His shoulders raised and lowered with big breaths, and beads of sweat dripped from his chin. He was taking a leak, and the stream was black.
Gene laid his head against the chilled window and watched the towering trees glide past the car. The sky had gone from amber to black, and the weather turned frigid. Gene watched a fog spread against the window each time he exhaled through his nose.
Then, just as Gene laid his head back against the headrest, something outside popped. The truck jerked, and then swayed as it balanced itself. Gene looked at the road, then at his father, who stared straight ahead and rolled the truck to a stop at the side of the dirt road.
“What was that?” Gene asked.
Ramsey pulled the gear into park and opened the door, leaving the key in the ignition. Gene turned around in his seat and watched him walk behind the truck, then squat out of eyesight. Gene then looked down at Ramsey’s seat cushion where a leak red had followed the cracks in the white leather.
In that moment, he wondered if Ramsey cried when he was a kid. Gene recalled that just a month ago Aiden fell off his bike and busted his cheekbone into the curb which split the skin open. When Gene’s mom took him to get stitches, he cried the entire time. He wondered if his father had ever gotten stitches, and if he cried.
Ramsey’s boots neared the car, and his long arm reached in to take the key. The headlights that stretched into the woods shut off.
“Nail on the road,” he said. “Popped tire.”
“Alright,” Gene said.
Ramsey leaned in and opened the glove box in front of Gene, and he blindly felt for a flashlight.
Gene’s brows furrowed as he opened his own door, and he wondered if they were going to walk the rest of the way home. He then wondered when the last time was that he saw another car come down the road.
“Get your coat,” Ramsey said to him.
“Don’t have it,” Gene said, walking to meet his dad in front of the car. “I didn’t bring it.”
“Alright,” Ramsey said, and he turned on the flashlight.
It shot down the road into the darkness with no defined circle.
Without limping, Ramsey began to walk down the side of the road. Gene followed behind him, and their boots crackled against gravel and twigs. Warm fog wafted from their noses. After ten minutes, Gene’s jaw began to shiver, and his walking slowed.
Gene looked up at the moon that was only a curved slit, then looked at the back of his father’s head. Ramsey was breathing heavy, and he too had slowed. He did not shiver, and he did not roll the sleeves of his flannel down. Gene pictured a rotund bull with forward pointed horns pressing against a boulder. He imagined the boulder moving bit by bit, and the bull’s hooves digging into the ground.
Gene clenched his jaw and pretended too that he was not cold.
After twenty minutes of walking, Ramsey stopped and dropped the arm holding the flashlight up. He placed his hand on his hip and let his head tip back. Gene saw in his father’s black silhouette that he was shaking. He stood there, panting, and Gene watched him. Then, Ramsey’s body swayed, he tipped back, and he caught himself then straightened again.
“Dad?” Gene said.
Ramsey did not reply.
And then, two yellow headlights came around a curve in the road.
Both boys stood and stared as the two dim lights came closer. The wheels crackled as they slowed to a stop, and the drive cranked down the window. A thin older man with a fishing hat and sun spots on his cheeks smiled at them. He had white whiskers around his jaw, and smile lines beside the corners of his eyes.
“It's a real cold night for a walk, aint it?” he asked. Ramsey said nothing, and the old man leaned forward to look at Gene. “You fellas get lost?”
“Popped tired,” Ramsey said.
“Ah, that's too bad,”
Gene eyed the red truck the old man drove. In the trunk was a wooden dining table three chairs. They were strapped down with rope.
“I’m about four miles from my place, we’ll have you phone someone,” said the old man.
“Alright,” said Ramsey.
Ramsey reached back and placed his hand on the back of Gene’s head, and they went around the front of the truck to the passengers side.
Ramsey sat in the middle, and Gene sat beside him. Then, the man began to drive again, and trees glided past them in the opposite direction they had been going before.
The cream colored bench they sat on had no cracks or tears like Ramsey’s truck, and the ashtray on the dashboard was empty.
“You fellas out chopping wood?” he asked.
“Mhm,” Ramsey said, gripping his thigh.
“Yea, me and my boys used to come out here too. I’m Donald,” Donald said.
“I’m Angelo,” Ramsey said.
Donald looked at Ramsey, then at the road. Then, he reached up for the ceiling light and pressed it on. It flickered a dim yellow, and he leaned forward to look at Ramsey’s face. Gene watched them.
“Well shoot. Shoot, you’re Angelo Ramsey, aren't you.”
Ramsey said nothing.
“Hitman Ramsey, I used to watch you with my kids. Haha, what are the chances- You really have six fingers on your left hand?”
Ramsey raised his left hand, palm up, and showed Donald.
“Wow, look at that,” Donald said. “When you took that man out in the ring, I mean wow. I was sitting with my wife and uh, I think she was holding our youngest. Well, I woke the boys to bring em down so they could see it, and I mean, it's all we talked about the rest of that day. Hah, what else can you talk about?”
Gene’s brows furrowed, and he looked at his father’s face. Ramsey’s eyes were closed, and he was breathing deep through his nose.
“One hit, and wham- gone. Completely gone, that's a hell of an arm you’ve gotta have. Not even a chance. The hell are you doing in Twin Peaks?” Donald asked.
“Retiring,” Ramsey replied.
Then, for a while, no one said anything.
Gene looked back out of the front window.
“You like dogs?” Donald asked, leaning forward to look at Gene.
Gene nodded.
“Heh heh,”
Donald’s home was a part of a small neighborhood in an open, flat, green field. The porch lights were lit and the front door was propped open with a chunk of wood. On the first step laid a very fat chocolate lab who’s stiff tail began to wag when the car drove into the driveway.
When they first came into the home, Ramsey asked for antiseptic. He soon sat at the kitchen table and tipped the bottle carefully over the split on his thigh. Gene did not watch, and instead scratched under the chin of the lab named Big Bertha. And as he watched her face, he heard sizzling, and a low grunt.
While Ramsey phoned Abigail in the kitchen, Gene sat on the living room couch and stared at the television, but he didn’t watch.
Instead, he pictured his father in red boxer shorts and round gloves. Beads of sweat had formed on his forehead from the lights in the indoor stadium. He imagined an announcer’s voice crackling through speakers, booming over an audience. He saw a swing of his father’s left arm, then a man’s head turning from the hit. The man went completely still, tipped, and fell on the mat. His father stood tall- face sore- and he put a fist in the air.
Angelo hitman Ramsey.
“How old were you when you started boxing?” Gene asked.
He and Ramsey drove back down the road in Ramsey’s blue rusted truck. Donald and Ramsey used a spare from Donalds garage to change the tire. Donald told stories, and Ramsey bled down his leg. Ramsey held the steering wheel tight with one hand, and gripped his thigh with the other. Gene sat curled up against the door and his head against the window.
“Huh?” Ramsey replied.
“When did you start boxing?”
“Don’t know,” Ramsey said. “Seventeen.”
Gene thought about that for a while, then he said;
“I wanna be a boxer.”
Ramsey said nothing.
“Did you always win in one hit?” Gene asked.
“No,” Ramsey said.
“Oh. Did you knock that one man out with one hit?” he asked.
“I killed him,” Ramsey said.
Gene raised his head and stared at his father. Ramsey took a deep inhale of his cigar, and the glow of the butt lit his aged face with orange.
Gene pictured his father hitting the man, the man’s head turning, his body going still, then tipping and hitting the boxing cage floor. He pictured his father staring down at him.
He laid his head back against the window.
Comments
Bugizhere
LORDDDD I love that I can very easily visualize your stories, also the end has me screamin’ scratching my floorboards
Christie
Bro the ending suprised me I was NOT expecting that
Squiddy
Holy shit.
Grem
I was stressing about his thigh the whole time bro, I was leaning forward and breathin heavy Also the end?? Poor Ramsey, man
Aloof encyclopaedia
U continue to shock me everytime
Aloof encyclopaedia
THE END HOLY SHIT
Aloof encyclopaedia
WHAT
val
the amount of detail and lore in this is amazing aloof!!! loved every moment
luka.inspiwo
wooahh
