Raq10
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Little update
🕑 Added 2024-08-11 00:22:57 +0000 UTCHi! First of all, I'd like to thank every single person who is, for some reason, still subscribed to this Patreon. I haven't posted anything since January so I was surprised to see that there's still people supporting me. Thank you from the bottom of my heart for that.
I want to apologize for my absence this entire year. I've had an extremely rough year between suicidal thoughts, depression, overthinking, mood swings, extreme stress and more. I'm still going through some of these things during this time, though thankfully in a much inferior intensity compared to Jan-Feb-Mar. This has been the hardest year of my life to date, but it will probably stay like that for the rest of my life, so that's positive, I guess.
Modding was still one of the only things keeping me alive, and I'm grateful for that, but I mostly wanted to focus on doing things for myself for my own enjoyment, rather than for Patreon or commissions. If I would've focused too much on that, it would've just brought me more and more down rather than making me feel happier.
There are of course people who also left during the year, but I don't blame any of them. Paying monthly without receiving anything back is horrible, and I'm sorry for that.
I will come back here in a few weeks with some new mods for you.
Thank you for reading and for supporting me, I truly appreciate it.
