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Chapter 3: The Forgotten Flame
🕑 Added 2025-07-16 17:14:59 +0000 UTCPotter Manor — July 31st, 1985
The morning sun stretched long, golden fingers across the dew-drenched gardens of Potter Manor, gilding its stone walls and leaded windows in gentle light. From the outside, it looked like a place carved from a fairy tale. Inside, laughter already rang through the great hall.
But not here.
In a small, cold room tucked near the east wing, a boy sat upright in bed, already wide awake. The room was scarcely more than a glorified closet—a narrow bed pressed against the wall, a worn couch that sagged in the middle, and a battered desk scattered with parchment, quills, and books far too advanced for a five-year-old.
Harry James Potter did not look like a child meant to conquer a dark lord.
His hands were ink-stained, his fingers calloused from hours turning ancient pages. The shelf above his bed held volumes most adults couldn’t pronounce, let alone read. Arithmancy for Apprentices. A Study in Wards. The Goblin Accord: A Legal History. His mother had taught him to read when he was three. After that—she hadn’t needed to do anything.
Or rather, she hadn’t.
He pulled on a faded jumper that used to belong to Edward. He could still smell honeysuckle from the garden on its sleeves. The thought made his chest ache.
His twin. His older twin.
The Boy Who Lived.
Edward had two rooms to himself now—one for sleeping, one for toys and training. James called it "the young prince's wing." There were enchanted ceilings and auror-installed duelling mats. Fire-breathing toy dragons. Tutors flown in from France. He had robes in every House colour and a broom that hovered safely a foot off the ground.
Harry had never once ridden it.
But he wasn’t jealous. Not really.
He had once wanted something smaller. A hug after a nightmare. A place beside his mother on the sofa. To be picked first by his father for a game of catch.
He had stopped asking. He had stopped hoping.
And still, he loved them.
He saw it sometimes—the guilt in Lily’s eyes when she peeked in after a party and found him already asleep. Or the stiffness in James’s shoulders when Harry walked into a room and they both needed a moment to remember his name.
They loved him.
Just not enough.
Not enough to notice he hadn’t eaten breakfast in three days.
Not enough to remember Edward wasn’t the only son born that fateful night.
A sharp tap at the window broke the silence.
Harry turned. Two owls, mottled and regal, waited patiently on the sill, feathers fluffed against the morning chill.
He glanced at the clock.
5:30 a.m.
He let them in, offering water as he gently untied the parcels from their legs. They nipped affectionately at his fingers, then took their rest atop the couch. The slanted, looping handwriting on the envelope made his heart leap.
Padfoot and Moony.
He tore open the letter.
Dear Prongslet,
Happy Birthday to our favourite little whirlwind! We’re sorry we won’t be able to attend this year—Germany is still a bit of a mess. But the good news: we think we’ll be home by next summer! We miss you and Edward both, and hope you love your gifts.
Stay brilliant. Keep reading. Keep asking questions. We love you.
—Padfoot & Moony
His throat closed.
They remembered.
The first package held a golden Snitch, real and international-grade, enchanted to glow slightly when caught. It pulsed gently in his palm, as if alive.
The second contained two books: The Black Art of Potioneering and Shields & Shadows: Defensive Theory for Young Minds. A note was scribbled inside the cover:
This one made me think of you. Don’t blow anything up. —Moony
Harry grinned, wiping a sudden tear from the corner of his eye.
They remembered.
He ran his usual lap through the back orchard, did his stretches, showered. No one called him to breakfast. The house bustled—he heard music, clinking plates. Elves zipped past carrying balloons, gifts, ornate cakes.
He wandered into the kitchen.
No one looked at him.
One elf shoved a half-eaten tart and two cold sausages onto a chipped plate and handed it to him wordlessly.
No one wished him happy birthday.
He ate in silence.
Evening fell.
Laughter echoed up polished staircases and spilled through the open halls like music from another world—a world Harry James Potter did not belong to. He stood at the top of the staircase, tucked into the shadows just beyond the flickering sconces.
From here, he could see the ballroom aglow in golden light.
They were all there.
Children in pressed dress robes darted beneath floating lanterns, shrieking as firework spells burst like lilies overhead. A band of goblins in navy waistcoats played a jaunty tune, while enchanted confetti drifted from the ceiling like slow snow.
And at the center sat Edward.
His auburn hair was kissed by light. He laughed, cheeks flushed, arms buried in a mountain of gifts. He wore new emerald robes, silver embroidery shining under the lights. A golden ribbon hung crookedly from his neck.
People surrounded him like stars around a sun.
Behind him, a cake floated midair on a silver platter. Icing shimmered like glass, and in delicate, curling script:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY EDWARD
Harry blinked.
Then again.
There was no second cake. No shared name. Just one boy.
He stepped back.
His fingers went cold. Limbs heavy. He clutched the railing to steady himself, but even the house felt like it belonged to someone else.
He searched the crowd.
Lily stood beside Edward, smiling softly, adjusting his robes. James knelt near the cake, wand casting sparks as guests clapped.
Neither looked up.
Neither saw him.
A laugh escaped Harry’s lips.
Except it wasn’t a laugh.
It was a soundless, broken thing. A noise pulled from the edge of heartbreak, where sorrow becomes too heavy to name.
He turned and walked away.
No one stopped him.
No one noticed.
Half-blind, feet dragging, Harry wandered to the coldest wing of the manor. He collapsed beside an old suit of armour in a forgotten corridor.
And cried.
Not in sobs or screams—just quiet, helpless tears that soaked into sleeves and left his shoulders trembling. The kind of tears that didn’t echo.
That only sank in.
He remembered Padfoot and Moony’s letter. The Snitch. The books. They had remembered.
But they were far away. Too far.
He thought of his mother’s arms during storms. Of his father calling him his "brave little stag."
That memory felt like it belonged to someone else now.
His breath hitched.
One cake. One name. One golden boy.
And one left behind in the dark.
He didn’t hate them.
Not yet.
But something deeper than grief began to settle in his bones. A hollowing.
He closed his eyes.
And the world fell away.
In His Sleep
The world shimmered.
Soundless, endless, like a breath held by the universe.
Harry stood barefoot on a vast white platform that seemed to float above nothing and everything. There was no horizon. No wind. No sun or stars—only a blank canvas of sky stretched above him, wide and aching, like a question left unanswered.
Beneath the platform, light moved slowly, spiralling and coiling like a sleeping dragon—quiet, immense, and ancient. It pulsed with a rhythm older than time itself, as if the world were breathing through it.
A voice broke the silence, warm and worn like firelit wood:
"Peculiar place, isn’t it?"
Harry turned.
An older man stood behind him, tall and still as a statue carved from moonlight. He wore robes the colour of snow just before dawn, embroidered with runes that shimmered when he moved. His beard flowed past his belt in soft, curling waves, and his eyes—
His eyes held galaxies.
Harry blinked, the emptiness around him suddenly pressing in.
"Who are you?"
The man smiled—sadly, kindly. The kind of smile that had known lifetimes of sorrow and still chose gentleness.
"I have been many names," he said, his voice laced with magic. "Emrys. Myrddin. Wizard. Seer. Fool. But most, these days, call me Merlin."
Harry took a slow step back.
"I’m dreaming." His voice trembled. "Or mad."
"If this is madness," Merlin said softly, "then may you never wake."
He conjured a bench beside them with a casual flick of his wrist. It rose out of the platform like carved ivory, humming faintly with old, slow magic.
"Come. Sit. Dreams are sometimes the only places truths dare to speak."
Harry hesitated, then climbed onto the bench. It felt solid beneath him, realer than anything he had touched in weeks.
The silence returned, companionable this time. Around them, the coiled light below stirred, casting pale ripples against the platform’s edge.
"You feel forgotten," Merlin said at last.
Harry looked away.
"I know." Merlin’s voice was barely louder than a whisper. "You were not overlooked because you are less, but because they are afraid."
"Afraid?" Harry’s voice cracked. "Afraid of me?"
"Afraid of what you could become," Merlin replied. "And what would it mean if the world chose the wrong child?"
Harry’s fists clenched in his lap. The platform was cold against his feet.
"They love him more," he said.
Merlin looked at him, not with pity, but with an aching kind of understanding that made Harry want to cry.
"No," he said, slowly, "they fear losing him more. It is not the same thing. But fear clouds the heart. It confuses love with obligation. With guilt. With destiny."
Harry didn’t answer. His jaw trembled. His eyes burned.
He whispered, "I want to leave."
There it was. Spoken aloud.
Not a tantrum. Not a threat. A quiet truth, placed like a stone at Merlin’s feet.
The old man watched him.
Then nodded.
"Then do," he said simply. "But give them one year. One year to open their eyes. Not for them—for you. So that you will know you gave them the chance they never gave you."
With a slow, deliberate motion, he raised his hand. A trunk shimmered into being beside them. Silver latches, old wood, carved with runes that Harry’s eyes couldn’t yet read.
"Inside, you will find what you need to prepare," Merlin said. "Books they no longer teach. Tongues they no longer speak. The goblin language—they will respect you for knowing it. The old wards—they will protect you when others cannot. And wandless magic—it will come to you like breath, if you practice. Knowledge is your weapon now, Harry. Use it wisely."
Harry stared at the trunk. It hummed with possibility. With something more.
"Why me?" he asked, his voice cracking again. "Why are you helping me?"
Merlin smiled then. A smile that filled the emptiness with something bright and ancient and vast.
"Because the stars did not choose the one bathed in applause," he said. "They chose the one who listened in silence. The one who watched. The one who was forgotten… but never invisible."
His eyes twinkled, fierce and kind.
"They forgot to look," he said. "But the stars did not."
He touched Harry’s shoulder gently, and the contact sent a warmth through Harry’s chest that made him feel—for the first time in a long time—seen.
"When you wake," Merlin said, "you will find two elves waiting to bond with you. Not as servants. As companions. They will care for you. Teach you. Grow with you."
His voice dropped to a hush.
"And when the time comes, go to Diagon Alley. You will know which creature is yours the moment you see it. Not a pet. A partner."
The light below them began to pulse, stronger now. The platform shimmered again.
The dream was fading.
Merlin stood.
"Remember this, Harry. You are not unloved. You are misunderstood. And that… is a very dangerous kind of power."
Harry stood too.
The trunk hovered beside him now, glowing faintly.
"One year," Harry said.
Merlin nodded once. "One year."
And then, like mist burned away by morning sun, the world dissolved.
Potter Manor — Just Before Dawn
Harry opened his eyes.
The faint blue hush of early morning spilt through the cracks in the curtains, painting soft shadows across the wooden floor. The old blanket had slipped to his waist, and the air in the room was cool, but not unpleasant. A hush lingered, like the world itself was holding its breath.
Two pairs of enormous eyes hovered inches from his face, round and shining with unspoken hope. They blinked in perfect unison.
“Master Harry?” one of them squeaked, its voice trembling like a harp string. “We are ready to serve.”
The sound was soft. Uncertain. Like it had waited years to be heard.
Harry blinked, trying to remember if he was still dreaming. Merlin’s voice still echoed faintly in his mind, like the last note of a lullaby. But no—this was real. The weight in his chest, the ache behind his ribs, the slight tear in his pillow from nights of quiet weeping—those things were real, too.
He sat up slowly, rubbing at his eyes.
The two creatures—small, spindly, each no taller than the side table—stood at the foot of his bed. One wore a neat little vest made from what looked like an old curtain, fastened with polished acorn buttons. His ears were long and drooped slightly at the tips, but his posture was upright and proud. The other had a woollen scarf wrapped twice around his neck despite the summer heat, and his fingers fidgeted with the end of it like he didn’t quite know what to do with his joy.
They weren’t smiling—but they weren’t afraid. They stood there with the kind of reverence Harry had only ever seen directed at his brother, like he mattered.
“Did… Merlin sent you?” he asked, his voice hoarse with sleep.
The curtain-vested elf bowed so low his nose nearly brushed the floor. “Yes, Master Harry. We are Dobby and Winky. We are bonded to you now, if you will have us. Forever and ever and—” he hiccupped—“and gladly.”
“Gladly,” echoed the one in the scarf, his voice like a whisper of wind in a chimney.
Harry stared.
No one had ever asked to be his. No one had ever offered.
He opened his mouth to speak, but no words came. His throat was tight. He pressed a hand to his chest, right where the ache lived.
And for the first time in his small, quiet life, Harry Potter did not feel alone.
Not quite.
Not anymore.
He nodded, just once.
The two elves let out breathless, giddy sounds that might have been laughter or might have been relief. They stepped forward in perfect coordination and placed their hands over their hearts.
“You are our Master Harry,” Cinder whispered. “We are yours.”
Harry blinked back the tears that gathered without his permission. They were warm. Heavy. Cleansing.
He thought of the feast downstairs. The cake he hadn’t been given. The silence in the hallway. The laughter that never reached his door.
And then he looked at Bindy and Cinder.
Maybe Merlin had been right.
Maybe the stars had not forgotten him after all.
He reached out—and they stepped closer, leaning into the touch like it meant everything.
It did.
And in that tiny, forgotten room, something began to bloom in Harry’s chest—not anger, not yet vengeance.
But the purpose.
He wasn’t alone anymore.
And he never would be again.
