Sooky88
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Taking a little break
🕑 Added 2024-05-30 12:20:18 +0000 UTCHi, people!
I just wanted to update you all on how things are going for me right now. I'm not very communicative, I know that, I basically just post my work, but this time I think I really have to open up a little bit with you all.
I'm going to pause the billing for the month of June, so if you're a paying patron you can stay a patron BUT you're not going to be billed again until July.
The reason is simple: I need to take a little break and there's more than a reason for that.
First of all...my mental health is tanking lately. I have a bunch of reasons for that, the biggest of all is that my ADHD symptoms are getting worse, I can't function properly for the life of me.
I feel completely stuck creativity wise, and I don't really want to post mediocre stuff just to post something: if I can't create something really good, I prefer not to do it at all.
I already feel like there are sooo many creators out there way better than me in creating CC, and this is not me trying to fish for compliments, it's just something I sincerely believe and I constantly feel like I need to improve, but lately I don't feel like I'm able to.
You all appreciate and help me so much, and you have no idea how much: I'm able to pay for my therapy and other health issues, thanks to you and your support, so I take this opportunity to say a huge THANK YOU.
And if you're a free subscriber, know that you're helping so much too, just by using my stuff in your builds, tagging me, reposting me on Tumblr, liking my posts.
It allows me to reach even more people, and that helps a lot in the long run.
I'm not going to stop creating CCs, I just need to give my brain a break from this constant search for inspiration and relieve myself from the pressure of having to post, just for a month.
I want to use this month to focus on building, that is what I love the most about this game, and I often find myself not having time for that. I hope to be able to build enough in one month to have a few builds ready to post for a few months. I already have a few builds that are a work in progress and some new ideas for new ones.
I'm sorry if this somehow disappoints you, that's the last thing I want to do, but I already pushed through the last couple of months and right now I feel I'm at my limit.
I'm going to pause the billing tomorrow, May 31st, so that it will resume automatically on July 1st.
I wish the best to all of you, and I hope you'll be willing to wait for me for a little while 🙏🏻💗
Fran
Comments
Andi Malisheski
You deserve a break! Hopefully people give you the time you need during this time. I use your CC in my builds probably more than any other creator and really appreciate how beautiful it is :) I'll continue to tag and shout out as always!
