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Doodles Pack, Status report 20211231
🕑 Added 2021-12-30 22:45:26 +0000 UTCHello my people, Mayhem here. I hope everyone had great holidays.
I'm glad that I could write down the final report of 2021.
It's been a rough year, actually.
But I was able to settled down well with new house, enter a university and study what I wanted to learn.
I got better health conditions(I believe now I don't have migraine) and most of issues with family got solved well.
Everything was possible thanks to all of your help.
But from here, I also need to take a look at back myself. Am I were good creator for my people?
I believe the answer is No.
I felt really ashamed about what I've done in this year.
More specifically, I doubt myself about more possibilities, which is, I could have draw more and offer better drawings and contents for my supporters.
Only if I have managed my time more well... that kind of regret keep crawling in my mind.
The only way to overcome this negative mind is just working harder, and make some progress.
So I tried to force myself to work more and tried to stream more than before, but still, it's not enough.
To keep up my job as artist, I decided to make more solid/quality project in next year.
I have the idea of making comic like Illustration packs which would have story in it.
It was vague until last month, but now I have the vision for them. I'll share the progress about them after making it.
Also talking about the progress, the commission now I'm working on also got bigger while working on it, just like Shyvana one.
So I had to take more time to finish it.
( ▲ I need to work on more than at least 10 or more variations. after this one Gwen and OC works remains.)
So far I finished the base drawing and now I need to make more variations with it.
It would have much faster to finish but I messed around too much while setting up.
Again, sorry for the slow progress and despite of all of these, you guys helped me a lot so I'll keep try to not let you guys down.
I hope I could work more and everyone stay safe in next year.
Thank you so much, and I also hope you guys enjoy the doodles I've done in December.
Have a good one.
- Mayhem
Comments
Valanse
its ok <3 keep up the great work
Mayhem
Sorry about didn't make variations for her, I focused on learning new brush skill last month and still does. I can't make promises that I would draw more of her in this month but hope you understand.
Valanse
awe man akali is in there but shes not naked ;_; great sketches though!
glovetheglove
I hope next year is better for you, but it sounds to me like you're on a good path already and I'm happy to support you all the way!
Gorratsol
Happy New Year! I can only hope that 2022 will be a great year for you! :)
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Your fans are your fans because they like your work, they don't care how fast you make it or how much you produce. Take your time, enjoy life, be happy. c:
