Kadath
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We Lost Our Companion Today
🕑 Added 2023-12-21 05:20:42 +0000 UTCHey everyone.
The past month, our beloved cat Niko has been enduring severe health issues. We haven't spoken about it publicly because Kaylii and I are rather private people, and we didn't want unsolicited advice. Despite doing everything we could and working with two different vet clinics, Niko's condition only got worse and he was so weak and frail that it was obvious that nothing we could do would stop the decline. Earlier today we took him to the vet and had him euthanized.
I'm sure many of you are or have been pet owners, and some of you certainly know the anguish of losing a beloved pet. They're not just an animal, they're your companion, and your child. It's different from a human because most pets show their owners unconditional love. You are their world, and they constantly remind you of that. Niko has been there with me almost immediately after I left home post-college almost 18 years ago. I adopted him from a shelter, and he not only charmed his way into my life, but was so affectionate and sassy that he charmed everyone he had the privilege to meet him. He's always been there by my side, as I moved across the country, living in more than nine locations in four states. He didn't meet Kay until about a third into his lifetime, but he immediately 'adopted' her as his mom and has been her constant snuggle buddy ever since.
He was the kind of cat that would greet you at the door and demand attention, or follow you around the house and coo at you. Often he would walk up to the doorway of the office and meow at me, as if saying 'it's time to stop working and to come snuggle me'. He had a strong personality that was equal parts sweet and sassy, as a good cat should have. I've met a lot of cats in my life but I've truly never met one as loving as him. He's irreplaceable and the world feels incomplete without him.
Both Kay and I have been in a severe grieving process, especially the past week, as we tried desperately to save him. But in the end, it was the must humane thing we could do to put him to sleep. I've never seen somebody die before, but the saying 'the light leaves the eyes' is true. His eyes were so green before he passed, and immediately clouded over afterwards. I'm not a religious person, but it honestly felt like his soul left his body. It's both fascinating and devastating at the same time.
We are not okay right now, and we won't be for a while. That's part of the grieving process, especially since we do not have children of our own and doted on Niko like he was our child. He's always been there with us as part of our family, and with him gone, it's honestly daunting thinking of what the world will be like without him.
In a bit of levity, he was always a very food-focused animal, and when they gave him the shot, his final act was to let out a fart. I think he'd be pleased with himself if he knew that would be his final act.
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Regarding the rest of the month here on Patreon, I have several illustrations that are scheduled to be posted. I honestly do not know if I have it in me to finish another comic page. I have three left for this chapter, and my intention was to finish all of those this month and then start a new chapter in January, but I honestly might have to leave it at three this month and do three the next, as I slowly regain my inspiration. Last month I posted six pages, so in a way it averages out to my usual four pages a month.
I have also mailed out all Etsy orders that were to be shipped out this month. I essentially have cleared my schedule of any work responsibilities until January, while I go through the grieving process with Kay and we find our footing again.
I appreciate your patience and any kindness or support you show. I may not respond to comments, because I'm honestly in a great deal of pain right now, but know that I read every comment, and I always am happy to hear from you guys.
Please take care this holiday season and give some extra love to your family and friends (furry or not) because your time with them is precious.
Comments
The Hybrid Prince
I’m sorry to hear that, pets are put on this earth to bring us joy while they’re here and to teach us to love everyone
Gabriel Mobius
Kad I'm so sorry for your loss.
Vector Brony
Sorry for you lost kadath. I feel for you
fryrob201
I am so sad for your loss, Kadath
Synariel
Really sorry to hear that Kadath. I have a cat that look like yours and the thought that i'll one day probably have to do the same thing you did fills me with dread and anxiety. Take all the time you need to mourn and recover. You have my sympathies.
Riddler356
Tale as much time as you need, we all love our furry fily members very much and would be as heartbroken, I know my family has been many times with other cats we've had in our family.
Garry Stahl
They are never forever even if this is our desire. I grieve with you.
Foab30
I'm so sorry to hear about this :( RIP, Niko
Holo Wolf
I'm so sorry to hear that! As a pet owner myself, I know how hard it is to say goodbye to a loved companion! Please take all the time you two need!
Alchemy
My deepest condolences for your loss. May you cherish the fun, love, and joy that Niko brought into your lives and bring you both comfort during this time. *hugs*
Baltarus
My condolences to you both, it's always sad to lose someone as close as a pet that's been with you for a lifetime
KaiserDunk
My condolence on your loss, especially at this time of the year.
Cotton Wood
I am very sorry for your loss, losing a pet after being with them for so long is devastating. Wishing you and your family well. Take all the time you need.
GummiWuzzle
Oh no! I'm crying. I've been there and I know that pain. I'm so sorry. I know that no other person or pet will ever be what Niko was to you and Kaylii. My heart goes out to you and I respect whatever grieving process you need to go through.
Larthus
Take all the time you need don´t rush it, i grew up with my cat and lost it when i was an adult. so i know how hard it is and how it feels to lose an important member. have all the strengh from us.
Ye big lad
Take your time and don’t rush yourself I feel the pain so do what you need to take the time you need it is a rough time loosing a lifetime friend take care of yourself first grief. And make sure your mental health is also in good shape
JoeyAnimate
I am so sorry for your lost, hope you get through this.
JustDraco1991
Take all the time you need bud. Losing a pet isn't easy. Especially if they were such an important part of your life.
Anonymous
Take all the time you need pets are family and people need time to grieve them just like if they lose a member of their family
Xaq
My condolences to you and Kaylii, man. Never easy losing a loved one like this.
JsTheWolf
Sorry for your loss
Ansemik
my bunny passed away last Saturday while i was buying xmass tree
Stoker Bramwell
I can never read these things without tearing up. I'm so very, very sorry you lost your companion, but I'm glad that you got to have him for as long as you did. He sounds like he was a wonderful little baby boy <3
Ardyn
Take all the time you both need, my deepest sympathies I know this pain my father and I help Coco cross the rainbow bridge back in 2019. It’s very meaningful to have shared his loving memories. My deepest condolences to you Kadath and Kaylii, sending much love to you both.
Thisguy
I’m sorry for your loss. They are not just pets, they are family. Niko was a very lucky cat to have such a family. Take your time and don’t push yourself regarding comics. We’ll still be here when you’re ready.
Silvador
yay for 18 long cat filled years. so sorry to hear it has ended like this, and at this time of year. Take whatever time you need. May the memories never fade.
Cobalt Phoenix 81
Kad and Kay, you have my deepest sympathies. I've lost a couple of pets in my life, and it never gets easier. I wish I could say that time will heal that wound, but it isn't true, it will only help you learn to live with it. Take your time, and make sure to grieve. Remember the better times.
Foxy Lovehound
Take the time to grieve its important and come back when ya feel better
CatCouch
Kitties are the best, so it's really hard to lose a companion like that. Take the time you need.
Aaron
Sorry for your guys loss. After years it’s hard but Remember the good memories and times spent with your kitty they will always be part of you and your family forever.
STEWART TYACKE
You take as much time as you needed, Kadath. Again, my thoughts and condolences. Miko May be gone but he will never be forgotten.😔💔🙏🏻
Juan Guerro
He had such beautiful eyes! I'm Sorry for your loss! I know how much it hurts.
Splicer011
I found when I lost my cockatiel, I deluded myself into believing it was my fault, even though I truly know I did all I could. Though I don't know the full story, please don't do this to yourself. Thanks for sharing btw.
Doomslayer69
Sorry for your loss, your feline friend walks among the stars now
Nicholas Lambrianos
Take your time for whatever works you have and use whatever free time you have to heal, I’ve lost my fair share of beloved pets even being there when they put one down so I know the pain and because of that I cannot apologize enough for your loss and wish you luck in healing.
Kaoru
Went through this very recently with our husky. Take all the time you need, and I hope the time those memories bring smiles instead of tears come to you soon.
Everfree Brumby
Very sorry for your loss. It’s never easy to loose a family member. Take comfort that your cat knew he was well loved.
Reiver Horse
My deepest sympathies at your loss, especially this close to the holidays :(
Jason
That's the absolute worst I'm so sorry. While this doesn't help with your current lose, it may help you in the future. Veterinary scientists are working on a vaccine that will extend the lives of cats dramatically but cure one of their most common causes of death.
Alberto Ferrufino
I wish you the best take as much time as you need
Richard Adam
Take the time you need. Things will still be here when you get back but if you make stuff that’s not got heart in it then you will regret that later too. Stay safe, I can’t speak for others but I understand and will be here when you come back.
Michael S Marks
Take your time, we can wait. Family always comes first. Sorry for your loss.
Abysswolf35
I'm so very sorry for your loss. You have my deepest and sincerest condolences 🙏
Ajay Che
Take all the time you need, and I can say with certainty many of us understand on one level or another. I hope this time isn’t any harder for you two, and I wish you both the best.
Nethen22
I'm so sorry for your loss. I wish you and Kaylii the best.
Patrick Miller
I'm sorry for your loss. Just 2 years ago I said goodbye my Husky on the 1st of December as a light snow fell. Cancer took him from my family
@b$0rb3r
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