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🕑 Added 2025-05-23 04:38:22 +0000 UTC
Heya!
First of all. Sorry if my english is gonna be HORRIBLE this time, I'm feeling not very good. xD
ANIMATION UPDATE AND ISSUES:
I already did 50% of a much more seriously 3D course and I've learned a lot of new stuff!
Probably with this new knowledge I'm gonna be able to do better Intros/Outros! AAA
Oke! So, remember that Umbreon's model? right now I have almost 1 minute animated of her! A "mouth work" that will be followed up by a... Emmm... BREAD-ING STUFF WITH "CREAMY THINGS"! (you know alkdjas)
I'm pretty happy about how is it going. I feel that studying the 3D course helped me a lot to undersand some things!
Now, the "issue"
This is something boring and pretty technical but let me see how to explain it...
Did you remember all the emmmm... "MILK" that I have ever done in the past? I just did 1 time a liquid simulation. The rest were all animated by me by hand frame per frame, usually I do +200 or +300 depending the case (the Rouge the Bat one were +600.................. It was an entire week XD) but, honestly, I'm feeling like I'm lacking of the quality that I really wanna get. So, my actual problem in my animations is that my anims are starting to look nice but the "liquids" are not. And it something that is annoying me LIKE CRAZY FOR ALMOST 2 YEARS! Q_q
Did you remember that I was animating another "Rouge the bat Mouth Work" in the past? It was a wip that I have shared here before. (not the handjob anim) It was not finished due mostly this technical things. (and a VA problem that I've already fixed) so, there is. Alone without being able to finish it due the lack of quality that I wanna achieve in that project (I feel like not everybody makes justice with Rouge, and I wanna give ya a pretty good anim Q_q)
These are my issues with the anims that I'm trying to surpass to finally get happy with the result. I know there must be a way to achieve the liquid quality that I want but I dunno how.
I don't wanna liquids that feels like a raw cake's powder mix with lumps. Have ya even seen those 3D anims that looks awesome but the "milk" is like full of... lumps!? I WANNA AVOID THAT QAq!!!
REAL LIFE THINGS.
I hate this part... xD
Welp! So, I'm doing some legal papers to finally do cough cough T A X E S cough cough...! XD
I wasn't able to do it because I hadn't my legal papers done at 100% yet. After doing that I'm going be able to maybe someday offer something physical to ya.
Besides that, the persons that followed in my social media knows that... Welp, I'm pretty bad. Me and my smooth and shiny brain. xD
After 1 year of treatment, I'm finally leaving the depression pills (Escitalopram 10Mg) and taking just a half of it. This is a fugging "W" for my stinky heart qwp but after a couple of weeks I'm starting to feel the abstinence and side-effects... AND IT'S HORRIBLE! XD I have TDAH, TAG and PTSD (This last one it's fugging funny because the memes but OH BOI, IT'S HORRIBLE TO LIVE IT) but I'm not saying all this stuff so you can feel sorry for me. It's just to make clear that I'm taking much more time to answer messages and comment than before. And it's because it's... Difficult? I dunno how to explain it, it's like you wanna do it but your boddy doesn't respond. BUT! Honestly, I'm freaking okey! I'm getting little by little more stability in my life, and learning much more of 3D stuff and all! It's just... This little thing that just make me somedays not being able to even wake up. I don't wanna "un alive myself" uh! XD It's just... My body and brain are working dumb and I'm pretty sorry for that. I hope this stop in a few weeks.
I'm happy and getting more stable little by little and able to receive medical assistance all thanks to you. So, again. Thanks you. I hope get much better. And sorry again. You deserve the best! AAAAGH
Again, don't worry for me, it's just an update to make clear that I'm oke! Just my brain sometimes do the ragdoll effect from Garry's mod.
Comments
Thatguy1119
You are doing great and im super impressed with your desire to improve! Keep doing what you're doing and ill be here to support you in what ever way i can :)
Jose
We are proud of you and we will continue to support you!
Brandon West
You're doing great, you've got this! I'm so proud of you for all your work on self improvement
Modelgio360
I'm glad to see things are going good with your learning uwu, but remember to take of your body and mental first, otherwise I might scold you like an angry latina mom >:(
