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Upcoming Changes/Switching to Tip Jar Model
🕑 Added 2021-01-06 14:28:22 +0000 UTCI know I barely sent any news these days, life became very busy a lot, but it seems I had to think on stuff a bit.
More it went and more I was seeing my plans I had over years here just made no single sense and the more it went and the more I just lost any enthusiasm in posting stuff.
Things were all set with unrealistic goals, lots of pressure and not seeming to even generate any hype, which just turned enthusiasm into just dread to show up online or even post a thing/announce the page at all.
Last art rush I did just made me realize it fully as I ended up just doing stuff for myself/gifts I was wanting to do for ages, which had me very happy instead of constantly nervous and angry at myself. It was a big relief just getting that out once and for all and just work on things I really meant to do instead of forcing myself to do.
Can't lie that discussion happened a lot in background with some friends and long time patrons, but I just always evaded their words and worries about the situation just draining me more and more. Seems they were right and my stubborn attitude just was never helping at all.
I feel the tiers will now be more just like 'Pay What You Want' options instead of how I handled things for ages, which seems to fit more what I pretty much may prefer for support. I just see this as way less stressing for me and making me less feel like I need to always push myself doing things I just can't even handle myself.
I hope this made sense, it's been an hard post to make but felt it was a necessary one to make to just stop acting like the coward I felt I was for years.
