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🕑 Added 2022-11-22 22:44:59 +0000 UTCHello dear supporters.
If you read my last post, you know i am mourning the passing of my senior baby cat Toto, my sweet little fuzzy love.
Last week was one of the worst of my life, i never felt such deep grief and hopelesness before...i saw no way out of the suffering, but with the help of loved ones, friends and you all on discord and my last post comments, i managed to see the light. Grief is a interesting kind of pain...at first you cant accept death...but as soon as you accept it has occured, and that is a natural thing to happen, even if horrible at first, you can start healing.
i`m still very much grieving and in pain, crying daily. But i accepted my baby is gone, and he was, and is, very much loved. At first i could not bare the tought of working, or doing anything to take my mind of the suffering, but slowly i started to take care of myself again...doing things i love etc...
i will never stop missing my little baby, NEVER. i will never stop thinking about him. But i need to keep on living...
So with all of that being said, today i succesfully made half of a Atnomen - Haunted page. i will try finishing it all tomorrow and hopefully i will post it till friday! it was very hard, but in the end it was good...to feel like myself again. Doing what i love. i know Toto would have wanted that for me.
Hopefully next week i can go back to normal patreon schedule. Im still not sure about webtoon tough, im very behind... but i will keep you all informed and i will do my best...No webtoon update tomorrow though...
Thank you so much for everything (specially everyone commenting on my Grief post)
ps: i promise im not pushing myself, its just im a very work-driven person, and its something that makes me feel good. so i will be trying to go back to work, even with a broken heart...
Comments
MoonlitInuyasha
(hugs you)
SARAH
I’m so sorry for your loss. My heart hurts for you.
