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It pains me to my core to say this..but
🕑 Added 2024-08-13 09:50:02 +0000 UTCHey guys <3
So as you know, the situation in Lebanon is very unstable. Between a war erupting any minute now and the chaotic nature of my life, I'm finding it extremely difficult to film and edit.
As u know I'm an emotionally driven person and currently my anxiety levels have reached an ultimate new high..
Long story short my TMJ is misaligned from the constant stress clenching, my anxiety attacks are triggering asthma attacks, and the tension in my GI tract is making me puke constantly.
I'm only telling you this right now cuz I've decided to make some changes at least for the time being cuz I've hit an all time low..I still want to sustain my channel but my mental and physical health are deteriorating and I'm scared I'll reach a point of no return.
SO. From now on, I will be doing Live reactions for my patron's suggestions every Sunday OR Saturday between 3&4 PM EST (Will make a poll to decide which day suits u guys best)
I did a test drive last week to see how things will go and honestly having you guys with me while filming was quite reassuring and reduced my anxiety while filming so thank you for that ❤️
I'm looking into data bundles I can purchase while streaming to have better internet quality so hopefully next time the quality will be smoother
Also, I'll be posting only shorts for the next month or so
I've been working really hard the past few months, I have a lot of footage, but no strength to edit them out. HOWEVER, I am able to edit 15 sec clips..so I'm gonna try to maintain my channel through posting highlight moments of reactions.
And finally, as I've told u before I want to explore new reaction fields. I've put my heart and soul into this channel and it generates me zero revenue because of copyrighted content. I immensely appreciate my patrons for keeping me afloat for all this time, but I have reached a very critical point in my life. I've never accepted a full time job because I always reserved 2-3 days a week to work on my channel. Unfortunately, I can no longer do that..
Living expenses have sky rocketed that my patreon income can no longer suffice so I'm forced into getting a full time job :/
It's either I make a change in the type of content I make, or close down GiddyKitty for good..which pains me to my core. I don't wanna let go of my channel..I'm choking up just thinking about it
SO. I'm giving it one last shot. Rebranding is never easy but, I'm eliminating the "What if" before I completely give up.
I really hope you support me in these new videos guys..I need u now more than ever.
Love, Rana❤️
Comments
Garry Walker
I'm so sorry to hear your physical and mental health is taking a hit right now Rana, and adding to that the uncertainty of what may happen where you live I can't imagine how scary it must be. At the end of the day you must come first, your health and happiness must take precedent over everything, so if you need time away, if you want to rebrand, change the type of content you make, or anything else you feel may help then know that I for one will always be here offering my support. The live reactions are a good idea as the copyright problem will be greatly reduced that way, and it'll be fun for us as we can find some wonderfully obscure and weird stuff for you as well, Lol. Send you lots of love and hugs in this difficult time and I really hope it all improves for you in the very near future. 😘🤗🌹❤️
Arno Benter
Dear Rana, I'm very sad and sorry about your bad situation! I understand that you are in some serious troubles, also because of your health issues. How I wish I could help you somehow, because you and your channel have always been a ray of light and positivity in this dark world! And if there was no Giddy Kitty anymore, that would pain me to the core... But whatever you are planning to do, I will be always with you and support you the best I can! I know you are a strong woman and I've always admired your hard work and dedication! So please don't give up, there will be better times again, and be assured that you are not alone! I will pray for you and send you all my best wishes and lovely thoughts, you are the best:-) 🙏 ❤️
Efren Guzman
Rana, our beloved, thanks for opening up to us in such dire circumstances, life it’s always changing, so we all have to work through those changes too. I won’t say that I’ve been in such situation, as the one you are am sharing with us, but I know well what is like to wish for all to be over, because of changes, so I’ll continue to support you, in every way I can, even if I don’t show up, I want you to know that you are in my thoughts. I’ll stick around, till the very end ❤️
