Gabbie Hanna
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1.18.24 Seasons Change
🕑 Added 2024-07-16 20:00:01 +0000 UTC
I can’t tell if having seasons makes time feel faster or slower. It’s definitely a definitive marker.
It’s snowy. VERY snowy. This is the first time I’ve seen real snow in a decade. We’re supposed to get 6 inches tonight. It’s already pretty snowy out there.
My car keeps getting stuck in my driveway. The other day my sister and her husband were behind me and I almost slid into them. BUT, they were there to push my car into the garage. So that was very cool.
My neighbor plowed my driveway for me… I didn’t even ask. It’s so good to have good neighbors. A different neighbor mowed and handled my leaves for me in the autumn.
I really like being on the east coast. I really like being in a small town. I really like being home.
How does the time feel, watching the seasons change? I think it might move a little slower, maybe. Or maybe the same. I don’t think it moves faster.
But I haven’t been here a year yet. Next winter, when there’s snow again, maybe I’ll think, “Wow, it’s already snowy again!”
Time generally feels like it moves at just the right pace to me. A year usually feels like a year.
My birthday is coming up. My last birthday feels like about a year ago.
It was a really, really good birthday. My birthday also marks one year sober from MaRiJuAnA.
It’s weird watching footage from the move. I have a lot of nonsense eating up memory on my external hard drive. A lot of nothing. A lot of OCD, rumination, repetition. I don’t feel that way anymore.
I don’t ruminate as much. I think it’s because I feel safe now. I feel secure and fulfilled. I feel hopeful.
I’ve forgiven everyone, I’ve forgiven myself.
This is the best season of my life.
I say it every year, every transition, and every year I mean it. Each year gets better.
This is the best season of my life. So far.
Comments
Meli Rentas
Be sober-minded; be watchful. Your adversary the devil prowls around like a roaring lion, seeking someone to devour. 1 Peter 5:8-9 Congrats on your sobriety! Also, the snow looks beautiful. I've never seen snow in person. Its on the bucket list!
jo i
I’m so happy that you have amended your soul gab that you have forgiven all and left the negative in the past you no longer dwell on I am so proud ❤️
SHANEL NUMBER 5
I love this and I think we're living in the same season. I often feel this way. I just love what you do and what you share. A beautiful soul indeed 🫂
