Minoumimi
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Thank You for Keeping Websites Alive
🕑 Added 2019-03-01 12:47:28 +0000 UTCwithout the few of you nice enough to support !
on this very day..
even my change/tip jar reached complete emptiness
so
it would of been the closure of Websites that been Running Since 2013
they might have lost their shine..
but unlike my mods,
i am still working on them and are the very last thing i have..
i am still salty about them being adult sites xD
since i still hate porn lol.. but hey..life
and i kinda have a waifu relation with my theme after working 4 years on it
having all sorts of success and miserable failures coding it xD
Mods though...
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i am having a "little" venting xD
so you know i suggest reading it..
but the point of this is really to thank you guys
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Mods though...
i regret soooo fkin much giving Bethesda and the freeloaders half my life for free..
i never liked or played skyrim and newvegas ... never used my own mods.. i logged in made sure it works and if not log in and out trillions of time until all clipping was fixed, make a dam dance animation video to showcase it..
pay for storage to share it.. and then start another 200h armor right away
desperately thinking
more i do more my "portfolio" will grow or exposure..
nope..
made me more and more retarded
out of the millions of people using my shit..
that not only never financially supported
but rudely never even thanked me
or all out straight out complained about small amounts of clipping around the fkin pussy.. which if you mod..
should know how hard skirts without physics or anything between the legs is a pain
due to needing the texture on top of the mesh stretch properly with the proper part
or the worst...
the mtfkin loremongers..
my fkin nemesis
ok ok the nekomimi project was abusively pink xD
but so the fk what
gona tell me u never saw a pink rocker chick? or that a rebel bunch of murderous women wouldnt maybe by chance like pink and murdering radioactive zombies?
Wont lie my own ocd made everything longer ..
purrrfection takes alot of fkin time
but i never got to enjoy any of it..
i even offered to mod fo4 if people got me the dlc...
would of been... alot of mtfkin free content... and it should be clear..
now i am too weak to walk, too depressed to get back in shape
since i allowed everything to drop way too low due to being harassed so fkin much threw 2018..
forcing me to literally ban my mother which caused my websites to nearly die
and basically put the final nail in my coffin
when she just had to come earlier..
how badly does she fkin not care was too much
so 6 months i wear the same clothing
due to her making me sell my machines when i moved here..
not that she really did my laundry often.. living 2 mins away from me with a car.. showing up almost every night to ruin my life for her fkin coke
when i say all my teeth are broken i mean it..
which is why i never ever go out or have been unfucked for 13 years
do not drink energy drink.. or moderate and clean those fkin teeth boy..
when i say i didnt eat i mean it..
i touch myself watching bacon pizza pictures not porn xD
which is why i simply cannot try to look happy anymore
but hey people actually attack me for.. not faking happiness anymore.. like wow
when i say there is 6 mice in my room i mean it..
i saw all 6 at once.. and they steal all the food i got..
they probably have orgies in my mouth when i pass out on my couch and unwashed blankets
yet when i see how much bullshit the new nexusmods slogan has become..
i might be eating today..
but nope..
i was banned for asking people that if they liked
that would be nice if they hit like.. which the top 10 mods at the time..
not only also did but nearly told you if you do not.. your a scum freeloading bitch..
and hey they are still up there..
yet alot of those are very small mainframe or retextures..
and me it was for the nekomimi project... https://www.kawaiimods.com/the-nekomimi-project/the-nekomimi-project-complete-package
u know.. a 7000 hours project..
made exclusively from nexus community mods
that i had to omfg oh so fkin painfully contact every each one of them to ask for using bits and then note and credit..
though now..
nexus is doing forced promotion so fkin hard..
oh u forgot to endorse this mod u download yesterday...
then again.. didnt i tell you you forgot xD
then again... ima send my cousin Viny you mtfker youuuu xD
then they lube the whole patreon paypal bullshit up your ass...
but me... hey my liiife
now i see new lol.."modders" if you can really call them that at all
do 1... a single... uno masssss...
copy/paste retexture and not only get nearly applauded and sucked for it
but makes loads of money from it and thanked from the original author xD
like fk offffffff
.. no modification to the mesh..
no addition..
didnt even care to use the very easy engine to incorporate it to that mod has an additional item or maybe do more then 1..
i litteraly can do a 5 min video showing you how fkin easy a "RE"texture is..
yet if i modded something from someone..
added a minimum of 16+ colors variation all added ingame which you have no god dam idea how long this process can be..
or ever modded an Aradia piece? ud know what i mean
i do the same thing which is using almost 4x times more meshes then anyone
but that is because aradia pieces where nearly masterworks
but lol for me
it is a cheap trick to hide my lack of skills at texturing
but ya..
open up https://www.kawaiimods.com/armors/minous-razor-thorn-armor-bodyslide and look at how many mesh and textures there is
and keep in mind 1st person mesh texture set did not work so each 1st person mesh had to be manually linked which if you ever wondered why there is 1 armor mesh but 28 gloves thats why
on pc especially i draw like a paraplegic dolphin with no fins
so my mesh has dozens of hours put into it
going from something like 20~40 vertices to one with nearly 10k
which increase resource usage alot but allows visual orgasm with low specs
and even a blank color texture would work
alll that..
for games i never played..
for people i never owed shit..
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even if it is only 5 people now
since i lost 2 more rudely has always...
Please if you do leave do not do so the day before donations...
i depend on those numbers has my last source of income..
So if you know you will stop then please do so at the beginning of the month
2018.. was the worst..
i lost everything..
but has long has i can get atleast my websites living
which is around 60 us a month if no url expire
is all i really could ask for..
And knowing atleast 1 dam person out there cares
when even my own mother which is the last person alive in my life doesn't...
is a nice small hook to secure myself on
while i am slowly falling down the loss off hope drain
i know i am not producing right now..
but what i already did..and still offer
is still beyooooond unrecognized/rewarded for
and in amounts that even paid 3d artist wont come close to do in a lifetime
and well kawaiihentai is still being updated 10h a day which is my fault for lacking skills but i still am working my ass off
So !
Thank You Guys So Much !
for sticking around while i try to reset my brain
here is the only exclusive gift i can give you xD
my skype which i use it purely for business with my affiliates
https://join.skype.com/invite/B1TCggJGN3ht
nooobody has this so please dont throw it around
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i do not ask since people tend to ignore
and i feel that people might see that has me asking them to kinda do work for me..
but if you want to get involved in the process of my websites remodeling/rebranding
and maybe just having some vocalllllll sessions to share your opinions on them or things you would like to see
which btw if there is anything you want to see on my websites
"that i can manage to do"
then please feel free to ask me
since it is the least i could do for you guys right now
or also what could i offer for premiums? i cannot put a price on my work..
obviously xD otherwise id be successful
i want to reward you guys
but like a simple choice between red or blue is making me waste hundreads of hours over thinking shit
i either cannot make up my mind has what to offer or cannot know if anyone other then me would care or in most case if i am not maybe pushing too far again
i know i sound like a raging pms lesbian lately
but feel free to voice anything i will not attack for no reason
i might suprise hump though ;3
