cheyenne barton
patreon
new video~ a sentimental one for my 30th birthday
🕑 Added 2024-06-06 19:43:10 +0000 UTCHi y'all!! I finished my little 30th b-day video :') I hope you like it!! I'm still trying to decide on a thumbnail...for some reason I really like the shot of my desk with the frames and plants? Maybe just need to throw some text over it. I'm brainstorming!!
Is the title too dramatic?? HAH it comes up in the video, so it's not out of nowhere, but I fear it's a little too click-bait-y but also it's my channel!! and I can do as I please!!
let me know what you think <33 I'm really really happy with it :') it'll be going up for the public on saturday morning but y'all get early access hehe
sending all my love xx
Comments
Storm (rosestormwolf)
Oopsie I cried
Molly ✨
There was so much in this video that I resonated with. A lot of what you’ve been feeling and spoke on are feelings that I’ve been holding too. It’s therapeutic to know that I’m not alone in this feeling of melancholy. It’s so beautiful and inspiring to see how you’ve progressed. I’ve always appreciated how honest you’ve been when it comes to mental health and the struggles that come with it. Thank you for sharing. Your words have been so helpful to hear. Happy birthday Chey!
Zhara
in the most best and sweetest and compassionate to self way possible
Zhara
Happy birthday! this video is like if the song ribs by lorde was a full video
diana r.
i am watching this again for the second time with a cup of chai. very cosy vibes and it's the best way to watch any chey video. it is midnight, but still the 8th where you are. happy birthday, chey! you are the darling of my internet. i am so glad i found your channel a couple of years ago and so looking forward to more of your perspective in this next journey in your life! (my 30s is coming to a close and i can say this, it has been a wonderful time!)
Amy
Happy birthday chey!!! We’re birthday twins and I’ve always thought it was so cool to share a birthday with my favorite creator 💕 This video is so beautifully reflective and as someone who is still working on being kinder to myself, I cried when you talked about that 🥺 I love hearing about the journey you’ve been on. Thank you for sharing this with us and for bringing so much warmth and joy. I hope you have a wonderful birthday!!
Layssa
I always postponed joining your patreon (because I kept forgetting!!) but I just had to so I could check out this video. you make the internet so much brighter, chey!! happy birthday!!! 🌼
Lunwënd
Happy birthday Chey !!!! This video is so beautiful and it feels so heartwarming to listen to - thank you for existing, I started watching you when I felt lonely and lost in the beginning of art school. Now I’m graduating and feel super loved by the people in my life. To new chapters ~ I’ll always be grateful for you, you have been such an inspiration and anchor point for me. Thank you thank you thank you and I wish you the most pleasant birthday hihiii 💚
Ed
“…I feel good” that HIT me,, especially since the 12 months or so I’ve been in this quasi-depression, autistic burnout, seasonal affective disorder MESS that I’ve only now really come out the other side of. It feels good to feel good. But I don’t feel bad about feeling bad anymore.
Candice Luth
As a fellow late diagnosed, bi, anxiety ridden, Seattle girlie on the precipice of turning 40, this video resonated SO MUCH. Just casually sobbing over here. Happy birthday and I’m so happy for you!
Isabel
Illegal to release such a stunningly beautiful video making me contemplate life when I'm a week away from graduating college!! 😭 happy birthday Cheyenne and thank you for all the years of joy you've brought everyone 🩷
Ania
Happy (early) birthday to you! 🥳 (and me! apprently we share the same birthday!) I'm only one year into my twenties and the amount of things I have yet to figure out is franclly overwhelming, haha. It is really comforting to hear older people who have been in similar positions say that it does get better. Wishing us both a good future (and present) 🌟 And on the topic of the 4:3, my phone takes pictures in that format so I've grown used to it. Formating between diffrent screens can be a pain but otherwise I really enjoy it. Adds a unique and kinda nostalgic feel to your videos.
Sara Pattschull
Definitely cried my way through a lot of this 😭 It was so lovely. I turned 30 last summer and this feels so relatable ❤️
Faras
Thank you for sharing your magnificent brain and sentimental heart with so many people! What a treasure!
mystikmisfit
yer such a DEAR! happy birfday sweet chey. thanks for being!! you've had such a posi impact on my life... you're probs the main reason I found the arts community on twitch & started streaming there m'self! & started to shyly make YT vids ;-;! shine on lil bird! sending the gentlest o' head pats to you & PEPPURRR! (& soph o' course) hehe. big lub!
Emie Shane Fae
Happy birthday Chey!! ☀️ And thank you so much for this video. It made me quite emotional too. It motivates me to stay focus on my self love journey 💖
Kelsi Long
aw man i started getting misty-eyed before i even hit play ;_; happy birthday, you shining star!!
Em
Thank you for this.💜 I’m currently 29 and this helped me slow down and really reflect on what I’ve learned and gone through in my 20’s and what I want for my 30’s…I learned that I’m also ADHD in the past year or so and I really relate to you when you talk about your experiences with it as a child and currently. Thank you 🫶🏼 Happy early B-day Chey and Happy Pride🌈
cheyenne 🌠
:') i love you sweetheart <33
cheyenne 🌠
it really is!!! i love you and your morbid weird brain! it is perfect to meeee <33
Faras
Wow such years! Tbh it's touching to me that "you'll never be [age] again" became an inside joke. It's one of the earliest examples I have where I felt like "wow, I can be my somewhat morbid little self and still be loved, ain't that something?" I'm so proud of you for all the self love you've built in your 20s, and cheers to 30s bringing us to new highs!
Ares Apollo
I think all of the old versions of you would be proud of the person you've become today. You've conquered a difficult hill to climb and I'm glad you could share your experience like this. You can only go up from here 💖 Also I do love the new format too!
cheyenne 🌠
heheh that's by design so I'm glad to know it's effective >:)
Sarah DeHaan
okay but why do the beginning shots and music low-key make me wanna cry a lil bit??? (I also turn 30 this upcoming August, so tbh this video is gonna have me in my feels either way)
