Jack Torrance
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The Infamous John and Jan Part III
🕑 Added 2022-05-30 19:43:14 +0000 UTCI don't like how this came out. I don't like how a of my stuff has been coming out lately. I am going to take June off to get myself together and reinvigorate the creative juices. Yesterday I wrote a pretty emotionally charged and embarrassing post regarding this that you can read below. I'm OK. I just need to step away for a while. You can read more about that here: https://www.patreon.com/posts/67133817
You won't be charged for June if you choose to stay a member of this page.
Original tantrum post:
Lately it's felt as if I've forgotten how to write entirely. I hate everything I do. None of it feels natural. It reads like a robot read all my work and then created some stupid fucking algorithm or whatever and this is what it vomited back up. A cold description of events, alphabet soup. All of the things that make my writing mine are gone and the prose is awkward, forced. It's a paint by numbers, uninspired, choppy, mess that I don't wanna even put my name on. I hate it. It sucks. And I can't tell you how much that irritates me. I look at this like the literary equivalent of banging in sick. It happens to everyone but it doesn't make me any less frustrated when it happens to me.
I might just pull the fuckin' plug on the whole page for the next 30 days if my brain isn't gonna cooperate and I'm just gonna be a self-pitying, lazy, mope for a while.
I'm going back to bed. I have 24 hours to sleep on it. I'm sorry guys. I've just been a miserable cocksucker lately.
Comments
Jack Torrance
Nah dude this is all me. Across all my writing. Appreciate you.
Josh
I hope my ideas didn’t mess u up… Take your time and write what u feel. I’m still enjoying it. Hope u continue LTL in the future at your own pace as well. Sleep on it
Garrett B.
Dude, take some time for yourself please. It's completely okay to go through these moments
