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heres a little sad story that I can pretty much only share h..
🕑 Added 2025-04-16 01:53:18 +0000 UTCheres a little sad story that I can pretty much only share here as yall are kind of my family by now, & my other platforms are way too public.
(ps full video coming tomorrow where I’ll be sharing exciting, less sad news and also putting something inside of my ass)
I started boxing last year, first sport I’ve ever done in my life. I was so committed, i absolutely fell in love with it. I showed up to almost every class, I tried so hard to be a team player & always encourage the guys around me. I worked so hard to earn respect from everybody.
I truly felt like it was one of the only places I could go w/o the feeling that the ppl I was around were using me- either for clout, income, sex etc. I felt like it was my escape and bc of that, I kept my job & sexuality really quiet and never once brought it up. Even when asked, I twisted the truth trying not to expose my platform(s) to them, especially since there were younger guys in the class.
A local newspaper did an article abt my success on TikTok, which made rounds on fb, small town, you can guess the rest. Nobody has mentioned it except for the owner of the gym, & he was very kind and supportive- incredibly surprising as he is quite a traditional man. I was relieved after that hoping nobody else noticed.
Slowly over the last few classes, I feel like I’ve become aware of the attitude shift of some of the guys in the gym. Not really like a sudden punch, just a quiet distancing of some of the fellas that used to be friendly. Honestly I could be making it up, but if you’re reading this- you know the feeling.
You can always tell. Since we were aware of self, we can feel the air tighten after we walk into a room. When somebody finds out- especially men- the change in conversation is almost tangible. I thought that I might escape that feeling if I kept my sexuality to myself. But after tonight, I think I won’t be comfortable going back.
It sucks because nobody has came out and said anything, nobody has called me names or tried to intimidate me. None of that. Worse, they’ve decided that I’m not even worth confronting. Not even worth a conversation. I’m so sad.
Anyways, I’m not sure if I’ll cancel my membership or just keep going uncomfortably until I literally don’t want to be there anymore and start resenting the sport. I guess I’m just venting. I love you guys and I know this might sound whiney, I just needed to get it off my chest. See yall tomorrow, wish me luck on whatever happens. Cheers
