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After the First Orgasm with Another Man. Part 1 I want to st..
🕑 Added 2025-05-01 11:59:31 +0000 UTCAfter the First Orgasm with Another Man. Part 1
I want to start with a bit of backstory.
Orgasms are very important to me. Does that sound strange? Maybe they’re important to everyone? But somehow, I feel like I couldn’t live even a month with someone who doesn’t bring me to orgasm — even if I loved him. And that’s all because of my first relationship.
I started dating my first boyfriend when I was 18. It might be hard to believe, but we didn’t have sex until two years later, when I was twenty. There were many reasons for that, but the main one was probably the size of his penis. It was really huge. And to keep him from leaving me, we stuck to petting for those two years, and I gave him blowjobs now and then. I even once measured his dick with a ruler out of curiosity. I remember it was about twenty-one centimeters. Considering my petite body and my height — 150 cm — it was just too much. So I put off sex for as long as I could.
When it finally happened, it was really painful. Even after everything healed. It took me three days to recover from that night — I had pain in my lower abdomen. And even afterward, it still felt uncomfortable when he tried to go all the way in. I could only have sex with him when I was “fun”. And the worst part? I almost never had orgasms with him. I endured it for two years, until I finally decided to cheat.
The first time I cheated, I still didn’t orgasm — even though the guy’s size was normal. I don’t know what the problem was.
Yes, I really enjoyed the process itself — for the first time, it didn’t hurt. I could finally relax and enjoy it. I didn’t have to fear that he’d go too deep and I’d feel pain again.
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I started to worry that the problem was with me. I even began to regret cheating. The goal I had — to reach orgasm — hadn’t been achieved. So I started to think it had all been for nothing.
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But the lack of orgasms pushed me to keep searching for someone who could do it right. And I had my first orgasm with my future husband, Dima. Technically, I was still with my first boyfriend at that point, but our relationship was strained, and we only had sex once or twice a month. So I don’t even know if it counted as cheating.
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I think I fell in love with Dima the moment I lay next to him after sex and realized I had finally felt what I’d been missing for years — an orgasm.
Yes, I could make myself cum, but experiencing those feelings during sex with a man — that was something else.
Some people fall in love with pretty eyes — I fell in love after an orgasm.
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I’m telling you all this so you understand just how important orgasms are to me. Before I slept with Sasha, my husband was the only man who could make me cum. That’s why something shifted in my mind that day.
No, it didn’t change how I feel about Dima in terms of love — but it did change the fact that he no longer had a monopoly on my pleasure.
Until then, I was sure I could only orgasm with him.
But Sasha proved otherwise. That was the turning point…
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After that, Dima stopped being the “sex god” for me. He was still great in bed, I still orgasm with him almost every time — but now he’s not the only one.
The mental barriers were gone.
It’s hard to explain, but after sex with Sasha, I could talk to my husband more firmly. I could easily switch how I acted toward him.
If he wanted to be a cuckold and be treated accordingly, it no longer felt unnatural to me.
And the most important thing — everything I said and did came from a real place.
It was no longer a game…
P.S. The photo is of my husband's penis 😅 Unfortunately, I don't have a photo of my first boyfriend's penis.
