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Dolly's Life Update - May 2025Quite a few of you have reache..
🕑 Added 2025-05-03 14:30:20 +0000 UTCDolly's Life Update - May 2025
Quite a few of you have reached out asking what's going on, and checking on me, so i figured it'd be easier to write a journal update rather than responding individually đ
Depression:
For those that don't know me, I've struggled with Depression ever since high school, and it's been an on-going war. It's gotten real bad at times (13 reasons why kind of bad), and For some strange reason, ever year, around march/april, my depression tends to flair up and I fall all the way back into that pit. Inside that pit, it makes me question everything about my life, and tends to put me into a bit of a tail spin. So i've been back in therapy and trying to figure out why i hate myself, and the current struggle is trying to figure out why i feel so undeserving of love and happiness.
Hell Haveth No Fury Like Helen
It's crazy to think it's been this long already, but for the Past 7.5 months i've been trying to help Mistress Mercer and my kink family get back on their feet after the devastating destruction of Helen. Even though i wasn't directly hit, i feel like I've been circling the storm. From helping with recovery efforts, helping move and salvage items from the rubble, to providing a stable home for Mistress Mercer and Naughtia, it's taken a mental toll from me too. I try to hide my problems for the sake of not adding gas to an already burning fire, but the hole stuff your feelings in a closet approach isn't the best coping method out there đ€ I always put others needs above my own, for better or for worse sometimes, but that's also partially what contributed to my depression spell i believe.
Puppy
We got a puppers! A few weeks ago Mistress Mercer brought a puppy home so we've now had a little puppy roaming around the dollhouse :) Even though he brings a ton of life and laughter, he's a lot of work and needs constant supervision. Mistress has been traveling down to Florida pretty often so i've been learning to be a puppy mom đ.
The Struggle Bus
Now imagine all of that fun stuff happening at the same time while working a full time job, taking care of a household (Maid stuff - cooking, cleaning, yard care, shopping/errands...etc.) and trying to figure life out :3 It's like a lot.
I suppose a big TL;DR that I got burnt out and had to scale back what i could to recharge my battery a bit.
Thank you to all of you that reached out and checked in on me. Hugs and Kisses to you all xoxo
