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As some of you may know I've been having an extra rough coup..
🕑 Added 2021-01-16 20:22:38 +0000 UTC As some of you may know I've been having an extra rough couple of weeks. I've been in survival mode for so long and my mental health/self esteem has been spiraling so I wanted to do something to help with that. I wanted to do this silly tiktok challenge as a crip to show people you can still do stuff you may initially think you're not able to (was trying to plan how to do it safely for me over the last few days). The original challenge is one of those classic potato to hot transitions except you drop into the hot one and twerk in a squat... Obviously not something I can do with my disability and thought I couldn't do it at all till I saw mizteefranklin on twitter do a version w her mobility aid and made me want to do a version with mine (Dora my walker). But bcs I've been so sick I knew I had to be really careful w my boundaries to stay safe Esp bcs my perfectionist brain takes the reigns and I won't realise I've done too much till its too late bcs I'm so used to just pushing thru no matter what to get work done. I still had a really bad night (awful pain surges and puking my guts out) but there's confounding variables so I'm not sure how much my work contributed but either way I know it would have been SO MUCH WORSE if I woke dlike before. I stayed super aware, and forrced myself to stop or not do extra that I really wanted to. May not sound like much but that's a huge achievement for my brain. And I couldn't have done it without all your support telling me to focus on my health as much as I can 🥰 I haven't gotten done up in months and I'm so glad I was able to enjoy feeling myself again. I didn't even take super lewd content... Can't remember the last time I felt this sexy with my tits covered ahahah. Did take some cute lil tease clips in the tights/thong up skirt vibes tho if you're into that I'll share more this week ^_^ Even just looking at some of the pics I took yesterday make me smile bcs I can still feel my energy coming off them. Very much a rest and recover day today but I wanted to share a bit with you as soon as I could Also I did catch up on my messages over the weekend but I've had so much fog this week I've fallen a lil behind again. I basically trust my brain to shit post on twitter when it gets like that and that's about it, I definitely can't actually make remotely intelligent replies and I don't trust myself not to lose messages and make errors w content, so if you're waiting to hear from me don't worry I should get back to you soon, you all's deserve my best 💕
