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This might be too raw, but I did say that I was going to sto..
🕑 Added 2022-04-05 01:36:29 +0000 UTC This might be too raw, but I did say that I was going to stop hiding.I washed my hair today (it smells nice), I made new lube, I did my dishes, I ate fruit and vegetable. For a short time in the morning, I felt good and optimistic. I was excited to iterate on my cam show and challenge my own demons and rewire my neurons and dance to aphex twin and improvise silly songs and talk about [sarcastic trigger warning]
...toxic masculinity! re: "am i gay", in a roundabout way; find out if you're transgressing against conventional masculinity (i would never actually use the word toxic, it's counter-productive) 💕
the answer is yes. I'm an expert on such things.
Maybe we should examine that, since it seems to cause you anxiety...
But anyway. I went outside to try to feel better. The sun is warm, the sky is beautiful, it is peaceful and nice. I know it intellectually, but it doesn't move me in any way. I feel nothing.
I'll work on my website. People make websites all the time, even when they don't know how to protect against every vulnerability. It will be fine. I'll try again tomorrow.
