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Mental health- update ๐ฅฐ I want to feel safe here and have th..
🕑 Added 2022-06-28 15:16:37 +0000 UTC Mental health- update ๐ฅฐ I want to feel safe here and have the opportunity to share all my thoughts, so if you don't want to read sad personal thoughts then skip this post ๐๐ป Some of you know about the whole situation some of you probably don't. A few years ago, a person appeared in my life who initially seemed like a good person, but after a while her true intentions came to light. This person turned out to be obsessively jealous, the consequences of which I still feel today. Because of her poor behavior and false rumors, many things had happened to me - to the point where people sent me d3ath wishes. Recently the situation was slipping out of control again: the same person, or someone from her environment, has even gone so far as to write false accusations to companies with which I cooperate (the situation is already clarified - it is easy to refute false accusations with hard evidence). Stalking me on the internet, screening most of the things I post, spreading false rumors, asking photographers to edit her face like mine (the real situation ๐) or trying to destroy my collaborations made me start to develop symptoms such as overwhelming fear or su1c1dal thoughts ๐๐ Iโm now under the care of a psychologist and today I had another - difficult visit. I can see how much fear and anxiety there are in me that paralyze me and prevent me from doing all the things I would like to do. I'm stubborn and ambitious, so I'm trying anyway, but I feel that I'm finally on my way to start being a real, non-afraid version of myself again. I'll do my best to fight this awful feeling ๐๐ป Thank you if you read this to the end ๐ Your support helps me move forward anyway ๐๐ป๐
